Will pray for you to "be on the right path":
https://christianchat.com/threads/gods-very-simple-will-under-his-pure-grace.198041/post-4968238
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Then, Please Be Very Richly Encouraged In The Lord Jesus Christ, And His Word Of Truth, Rightly
Divided:
https://christianchat.com/threads/basic-distinctions-between-prophecy-and-mystery.197650/post-4498578