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  1. mistidawn94

    So A New Blog, Huh?

    So I just posted a bunch of blogs all at once. I was on blog.com but I wasn't getting any responses because nobody gets on blog.com. So I moved those blogs to HERE! :) Hope they don't overwhelm you with awesomeness. Love you all so much. In Christ, Misti
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    Living For So Much More...And For So Much Love

    Here I am...finally 22 years old. I never thought the day would ever come for me to live this long. I thought maybe I'd be dead or something before I even got to this age. Yes, that's a horrible thing to ever think about. But are we really living out our lives like we want to? Are we...
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    Are You Heartbroken?

    What happens to you after someone breaks your heart? I'd love to know what everyone's sulking actions are. For me? I have the hardest time getting over break-ups. When they first tell me "I can't do us anymore" my heart sinks into my stomach. I fear I did something wrong or they did something...
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    Decisions

    We all make decisions sometime in our lives. Every choice we make in life will always result in consequences. We make choices of who we make our friends...the choice of what we put in our body...the choice of texting and driving...the choice of whether we want to trust in God, or not. Sometimes...
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    Good To Be Alive

    God is an all powerful being. He has done such wonderful things in my life. He has allowed me to wake up every morning in a healthy and great condition. He has blessed me with a loving and fun family and friends. I couldn't ask for more. Although, life may seem incredibly perfect looking in on...
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    Tried And True...

    Bring me a dozen roses and meet me at the riverside. Sing me a thousand choruses of those who are left behind.Wish me a handful of wishes for a love that can be so unreal. For I know this heart has been broken and is so hard to express the way it feels. My life is an endless day of lies. For my...
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    Kissing Prince Charming

    The worst part about being single is craving the desires of being taken. Nobody wants to be alone, right? Everybody likes affection, right? Well maybe not everyone. I have a hard time trying to deal with the problems of loneliness and depression. It sucks doesn't it? It seems like there is no...
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    Depression

    Have you ever had those days where you have unspeakable joy, but also at the same time have deep depression? That was me today. Not because I had to work. Not because I am alone most of the time...actually that is something that has to do with it. I am trying to become joyful instead of...
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    Trust God

    Have you ever had an encounter where you felt fear and insecurity infiltrate your entire heart and mind? Have you ever felt this empty void in your heart as you scroll through Facebook...and you see all of your once close friends getting engaged, married and starting families? Like maybe you...
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    One Of Us...

    Have you ever treated life like it was your final day of living? Did you ever try to share the love you bear inside of your heart and spread it to other people? That is what I am going to strive to do. Just so I don't hog all of this love in my heart for my future husband, I am going to...
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    Jesus Is The Victorious Ever-Present Loving God

    Today I have decided to give up everything. Yes....everything. I said EVERYTHING. Nobody has to tell me to do this...except for myself. I don't have any friends at all...so I have to do things alone from now on. Just God and I will be taking things from here. I wish I could talk to somebody...
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    Love

    You never know what love is until you have it and then it slips away from you. That's how love usually works. I keep messing things up with guys and I wish I could learn how to not seem so easy and needy. I guess I am just used to having a boyfriend all the time since I had Riley...James...and...
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    Stress

    I have to work all the time and it really really sucks. I'm really sad tonight because I treat everyone around me like dirt....I'm losing a lot of people because of who I've become. I feel like this monster who tries to hug other people but they run away and are scared of me because of how my...
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    Falling

    Imagine you are on a cliff and you throw your arms out behind you and just.......fall. That's what love feels like. When you are falling in love it feels like you have not a single care in the world and you only care for that special someone. I have so many great loves right now.... 1. God 2. My...
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    Last Day Of Freedom...

    We all have that thing that makes our true inner selves shine and that thing is what is our freedom is and looks like. What is your freedom? Is it enjoying a nice cup of hot coffee in the lounge of a Starbucks? Maybe it's screaming your head off at a football game or cheering your team on at a...
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    Hello world! :)

    I have to officially state that this is my first blog. However, I am a 22 year old living in a crazy world. I guess I should start this off by introducing myself. My name is Misti Barnhouse. I'm 22 years old and I work in a nursing home and at a craft retail home decor shop in a small Midwestern...