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If I die God will give someone else my purpose. Knowing i'm a selfish, and ungreatful and a "loaf" and I'm not allowed to feel sad on the worst day of my life. That since I have wanted to die since I was eight that means I was born a monster. God will give someone else my purpose. Someone he...

I would rather be a cancer patient or be a victim in an accident to give someone else my life

Thank you everyone!

I don't want to be a wage slave. I don't think that is life. IDK. I have made my decision. I was not made for life, or to be a decent wife, nothing is going to change that.

Thank you for all your input!

I am fine with middle class, also Summary of all my feelings I hate life. It is not fun for me. If I get a husband that could support me and let me stay at home, my life would be saved and I will be happy. But I don't need to be happy to keep living I want God to tell or show me that my...

My husband would not be my only reason to live, but give me time for my other reasons to live, Friends and hobbies and a passion project Summary of all my feelings I hate life. It is not fun for me. If I get a husband that could support me and let me stay at home, my life would be saved and...

PLEASE READ BEFORE CONTINUING TO REPLY OK I feel like everyone only understand some things at a time Summary of all my feelings I hate life. It is not fun for me. If I get a husband that could support me and let me stay at home, my life would be saved and I will be happy. My husband would not...

Yes very much so

I really might not though. It completely possible for me to be 30-60+ unmarried needing to take care of myself, living for a tomorrow love or hope that will never come.

Im sorry for your loss

I said so. I said my doctors said I can't eat carbs, and you said that makes me a bad wife. But I don't want to fight about pointless stuff

Ok thanks everyone. You guys are just telling me to enjoy life just because I am alive even though I hate it. That's not very helpful. Even if I am a selfish entitled brat who deserves no joy, why would God make me? This sucks. I'm kind of done reading people just tell me to enjoy life...

It is not fun to be alive. It's really not for some people. I don't enjoy it fundementally.

Excuse you. I am 260lbs... I have a condition?? Sorry if eating Keto perscribed by my doctor makes me a bad wife?

Honestly yeah, I would consider marrying a rich 100 year old on a death bed if God didn't exist. Why not? But it seems so stupid. Like God is simply the good things that happen in life. Just because good things happen in my life I'm supposed to believe in God. What if I apply this to anyone...

Yes! It would make a huge difference. I would feel like I am not crazy or stupid. I would know that killing myself would actually have a negitive effect on the kingdom, and that its not an easy way out. Like If I hate my life, I am adding more hate to the world by living if my life adds nothing...

Oh... sorry? Not what I planned to be... If I was a stay at home wife that would be all my life. I don't want to be miserable either, I don't want to burden my loved ones with these feelings. I don't think I pout when I don't get what I want... but yeah. I know my ex was my only chance at that...

Fine, "allow Job to be tortured" I know in the end God gave him something better, but that isn't always the case. Nor is it what I really care about honestly. If I have to suffer for my life but know that idk, be getting to a car crash and suffering brain damage helped someone else value their...

I do not care about burdening my husband if he agrees. Yes, you can do housework fast, or you could do more. I planned to garden, exercise, go on walks, and just do everything I could to make my husbands life better, plan dates. stay in touch with friends.