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  1. ciicii

    Prayer for more consistancy

    Thank you so much! Yes I love listening to scripture as well, I have a Bible app called Bible.is that read scripture to you. You can even read it dramatized which has helped a lot with the old testement int eh harder parts to understand. Thank you for providing these links! And thank you for...
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    Chinese Christian forum?

    Yes I have read some Chinese philosophy, not a lot I will admit. But even watching Chinese influences on my feed when they bring up some philosophies. I have always seen some resemblances to Proverbs. So I wasn't sure. Even the idea that Christianity did not come to china until much later, my...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Thanks, yeah hopefully it comes sooner than later I am tired lol. thank you for the kind words though and you are right he will give us a way to escape temptations. I do want to be closer to God and content it's just hard to admit that when everything else I care about or wanted is being...
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    Laziness vs Depression

    So I have been reading the wise sayings of proverbs. And I always have convictions about it when we get to the parts that speak about the fool, there is alwasy something to learn in there. But laziness has also alwasy convicted me. To the point that rest does give me anxiety at worse or sever...
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    Prayer for more consistancy

    I'm asking for prayer to have more consistency in reading my word and praying more deeply I've been going through a really tough time and going through a lot of depression and dissociation. So I found that often times I am just watching TV shows or anything to zone out and it's very very hard...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    lol yeah I guess in a way. He is generous and all but everything is material, he is not saved. He did try but it just didn't work. He got stuck in a lot of racial nonsense like black Hebrew Israelites and hating white people, stuff like that. I remember talking to him once about his anger when...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    no need to apologize, they are good tears, I am touched is all. my eyes water a lot XD Thank you having the reminders so frequently have been helping with like penetrating my heart in the best way. These verses are perfect too. I don't think it is uneventful, being convicted not knowing much...
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    Chinese Christian forum?

    oh I'm sorry I didn't know. I really like the asian culture. I kind of got interested when I needed recipies that fit my palet and like more asiain techniques that kept the flavors simple. I didn't realize that kind of stuff was still happening I am so sorry. I am not sure though honestly all...
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    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    thank you this was well put in a way i can understand without question / wiggle room. thank you again so much <3
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Oh thank you so much telling me you can see that - I always think I am the opposite. (I am literally crying) I grew up in a Christian home but my dad used the gospel as a way to dictate people instead of learning about Christ. But I have always just had the desire to be happy in oneness in...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    I understand what you mean about work I have a nother friend becuase fo work she only comes in every other week. but 6 1/2 months is a long time to not go to church. You should go on some kind of church hunt when you can becuase it will help you. You just need to find the right one. That is...
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    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    That is true, i agree this world has become much softer. I will take that advice.
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    Hey, I'm Christian and Canadian ... 28F

    Yes I think as of now, although i would have to check I think it is still in the top hundreds list of best movies of all times. And yes it is wild that it is forgotten, but to some degree, I think they dont' bother considering the message and they just praise the techniques that were used and...
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    Sharing a little dose of happiness [MEDIA]

    Sharing a little dose of happiness
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Yeah I agree too ... I am just weary and tired it's been like a long time so. I don't' really want to put any hopes up at this point for that and move one but with an open and willing heart. If he does come to Christ. Amen yes that is what we always have to remember the Bible is all about God...
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    Hey, I'm Christian and Canadian ... 28F

    Okay so I finally got to watch Citizen Kane and yeah you were right, there is no way of knowing what is going on until the end. I knew that the movie was dual timelines and tried to pay attention to that and the mystery behind his last words. But honestly in a way this entire movie made me...
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    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    I don't necessarily agree with the soy thing XD but I do agree that he is at the very leas ifeminate and there is a lot fo trauma in his life and lack of a father figure amongst other things. I know he is not saved though that is what bothers me, and I have known this for a very long time, I...
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    Hey, I'm Christian and Canadian ... 28F

    I look forward to when you get publish to see all the references for your work :) Sounds like a fun read and investigation. I haven't watched a lot of 60s and 70s shows to be honest. I haven't hear of Shakespeare and Hathaway but i do like the BBC channel for the most part so I will have to...
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    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    Thank you so much. And yeah I keep on acting as though these people are children in need of saving from themselves when they are grown adults. I tend to get attached, and don't want to see people get hurt ig. Thank you though, I have tried to make new Christian friends and be much more...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Thank you for that, and yes I have thought about the prodigal son in particular, it just hurts that he would come back to Christ and not to me. But that is a personal woah which hopefully will be mended with time and a new relationship before I am too old. I am praying that he will see as we...