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  1. ciicii

    What is your opinion on video games?

    I agree tbh parts of me have never really thought of playing a lot of games on your own i have always thought it was something to play together with people or else it gets a bit lonely :/ and i love video games! but not alone idk
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    There's Not Enough Drama Here On the Forum. So, Let's Dig In and Make Some of Our Own!! 😎

    Like one pie with all of these or 3 seperate pies?
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    When / how to fast

    I have been in a lot of distress and total hoplessness. I am praying for God to help me give me some relief it has literally been years of agony that just gets worse. And now there is this divorce still living with this guy until he moves out. And idk what my future hilds but it feels like i...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    Ok i will try
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    that's fair
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    Modern Relationships and Lindsey Clancy Case. 3 Children Strangled. Overwhelming Support From Females and Male Backlash.

    ... good for him, his future kids will live. also she wasn't diagnosed with anything severe like what is being claimed. and had a lot of help and support. I think we should be sympathetic that she may have had some struggles sure. But that woman killed her children. And she admited to doing it...
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    There's Not Enough Drama Here On the Forum. So, Let's Dig In and Make Some of Our Own!! 😎

    i personally like them becuase the ones i have seen are mroe wholesome. Like when they hold hands for the first time it is a big thing. I love that and the minimal to no profanity. I like the plots too, it forces you to find joy in the small things again. that being said, the ones on netflix...
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    There's Not Enough Drama Here On the Forum. So, Let's Dig In and Make Some of Our Own!! 😎

    can't wait to read through these but i will share some things. 1. controversial take but i have realized that being stressed is a status symbol for importance or 'success' but out of all the exhaustion and worry, my performance at work despite the mistakes has not been one of them. so why am i...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    i know it is just paperwork i am waiting on and him moving out.
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    I will try but tbh everyone who tells me that is single and I don't want that for my life I do not want to be alone i dont' think I should be alone. I am 28 and gave a decade to someone who basically lied and I did everythign i could to follow Christ and still do, and hate that this is the...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    yes i understand that and agree, but at the same time ... there is no reason for the suffering i have alwasy tried to come close to God alwasy testign myself and stuff like that. definitely not perfect and alwasy eager to grow. But nothing but siffering and exhaustion and isolation and silence...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    thank you
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    sorry you are going through similar trials.
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    I don't blame God the pain comes from knowing God could have made things work and literally everything feel apart in the worst ways. That is where the fatigue comes from. I do want to have hope I know that i just don't like the pain that comes from that hope being broken so i find it easier to...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    i guess anything is possible but he has fallen into homosexuality transgenderism, renouncing teh name of God infidelity and seeing none of it as sin so idk. That's between him and God I did everything I could to support him (not affirm him) and forgive and stay in the marriage and he is...
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    sporadic thoughts - need help

    add on: I have fallen into a very pesimistic mindset. I can see there is a hopeful natuer that always finds its way through but it is very painful to acknowledge becuase i still dont' beleive it or grieved over it i am not sure. But I do have a lot of guillt becuase often i am told to take...