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  1. ciicii

    Chinese Christian forum?

    Yeah I agree with that. I actually had someone who tried to evangelize to me a few months ago and it was so demoralizing. It is hard to believe someone cares when they just give you demands but don't bother to hear what you have to say or about you as a person. It can definitely turn people...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    I had to look it up, but it is from Avengers: Age of Ultron and the exact quote is "you get hurt, hurt 'em back. If you get killed ... walk it off." lol Thank you and please don't think I am pitying you I don't mean it in that way at all. I am just praying you have a support system of other...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Thank you, yes I have been very blessed. Also I didn't realize you said I sounded like the sermon that was no on purpose but I am so glad it shows God is working on my heart so thank you for pointing that out XD. XD "if you die, walk it off" - captain america (wow it's been a while since...
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    Daily reading (I read Isaiah 26) the highlighted thought was v10 evil people will not learn to...

    Daily reading (I read Isaiah 26) the highlighted thought was v10 evil people will not learn to do good even if you show kindness. I often feel hurt or bitter because I show kindness and don't understand when it is thrown back. But I am learning through this that, Kindness is unto God and for my...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Amen amen and amen. It is great to hear that, I know it is still tough and all I don't mean to make that seem small. but you seem to have a hope and peace beyond understanding which is phenomenal. And thanks for the prayers too and I am grateful you have taken thought and time into praying for...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    I am glad you have some comfort know you are not alone God is with you and we are with you too. I am so sorry that yesterday was tough. I too had a rather bad day. I will spare the details. But I was able to watch two of the three sermons and they helped a lot. And yes today is a new day, it...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Father God please be with me as I make this prayer, that it is true to you even though it is public. I am praying for my brother whohas been helping me and others so much, and that you will help him get a new position, one that offers stability. I am prayign that you will give him strength so...
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    Chinese Christian forum?

    I have always been inspired to actually know where people are coming from to share the faith best I can in the format God has given me but with as much understanding as possible. Like recently I have found a lot of evangelist who have growing passion to evangelis to specific groups of people...
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    Laziness vs Depression

    thanks I was checked out I don't have any deficiencies, but the comparison of your brain saying one things and the body doing another is true for sure. My worry is looking back and seeing I have wasted time, that's why I dont' want depression to keep me from working, but rest is important to...
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    Laziness vs Depression

    That's fair - especially the part about frantic and lazy being more inclined to the flesh. I didn't think about it in that way.
  11. ciicii

    Laziness vs Depression

    Thank you for this example that actually helps a lot! quick and simple trick to judge. it is funny you mention that, since getting my life together I have been in a lot of japanese and korean study groups daily work 6-12hrs of studying and then going to work and other stuff. I still do that...
  12. ciicii

    Laziness vs Depression

    Thank you for this, i actually do feel so much more at peace and empowered when I read God's promises like this. I need to store them all in my heart so the Spirit can bring them back up in times of trouble. My mine wants to make stories constantly about how it can be better or what everyone...
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    Laziness vs Depression

    Yeah I am trying to do that, there are just a lot of new things always coming. I think the issues is when i take the burden back without noticing. I often meditate on this scripture and it does help to remind me. I just want relief truly. there are a lot of fears i have that as of late have...
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    Ministering to the Grieving

    Amen, yes i am going to listen to the sermon now. I need to relax, today was a bit heated. And thank you, that is why i love your insight, because there is always scripture included that I can go back to and reference to make sure everything is aligned. I need that right now than like doing it...
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    okay I will :)

    okay I will :)
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    TYSM I may be mia tomorrow XD I can't wait truly

    TYSM I may be mia tomorrow XD I can't wait truly
  17. ciicii

    Ministering to the Grieving

    I am going to listen to this today I may have to read through this again, or just pray I am not sure, my mind goes to (if he knows it makes the heart sick then why let hope be deferred anyway?) I think of Moses, yes he is still in heaven but he never saw the promise land because of his lash...
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    Prayer for more consistancy

    thanks
  19. ciicii

    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    oh my goodness sorry I always say bret cooper for some reason i don't know why I meant becket cook https://www.youtube.com/@BecketCook And thank you me too, I do have a bible based coucnilor that has helped me a lot but my husband has rejected it and so has my friend. I think he just wants...
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    I guess this is a reflection / venting I am not sure

    Not for this specific reflection, this si a childhood friend that has been deal with a lot of stuff. But my 'husband' has also said that he has been repressing this as soon as the therapist told him that that is what it was becuase of a memory of wearign his mothers shoes when he was an infant...