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I simply do not have a way to endure and survive, even if I saw a reason to continue

Welp, I don't know how to be born again so maybe I'll figure that out after I die to the flesh for real

eh?

Then obviously nobody believes in Jesus because everyone dies...

I am confused. What answer is there?

A way to end evil and stop death

Yeah, the "analytical suicidal ideation" makes sense. Its math to me. Any value I may have had is long gone, and the pain of existing definitely outweighs any pleasure I could derive from not dying

Also, that video is for healthy happy normal people who have minor problems, not junkies in constant pain and poverty

If God was truly just and truly omnipotent he wouldn't let this sin crap persist or ever happen in the first place. I am drowning all alone in hell and that does not appear to be a thought but a fact I can't change or get Jesus to either

I don't have positive thoughts to replace the self loathing and misotheism with, however. Hating god for making sick sad wretched doomed to die creatures like me and this awful mortal hell truly seems like the rational and righteous thing to do.

"Make it through"? For what? Why not kill myself today?

Jesus can do with me what he will after... if I can't be or do anything actually good or meaningful why not just die already?

when the end is just death for anyone and everyone, why fight it?

I have watched all sorts of self help videos. The best they could teach is how to be part of the money circle of self help nonsense that rules the internet

How do I "take the offer"?

Where is Jesus to comfort and give me rest? Where is the yoke? What does he want me to do? Why did hoping Jesus was real only disappoint and leave me completely alone?

Advice?

I can't imagine a god that loves me or a safe world or anything that isn't fragile that doesn't die and that couldn't hurt me. I certainly can't imagine any heaven where I even begin to remember this hell... Why was I made, why was I cursed from birth, why when I ask Jesus to save me am I still...

I get panicky when I contemplate mortality, not depression. I am pretty much always depressed but sometimes I have manic bursts so crashing back to depression feels like a return to normal more than anything

I am completely alone, in constant pain, everything humans do is meaningless in the face of death, and like your video explains, I've done the math. Whether I let God kill me by renouncing society and going to fast in the forest, or whether I take the quick way out, I just see absolutely no...