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    Something to do before I die

    I believe he really existed and actually did appear to people after he died. I do not believe he cares at all whether I go to heaven or to hell though or about anything in between or is present here. As far as I can tell I'm just supposed to magically be something good, but not good enough, and...
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    Something to do before I die

    I don't know what to believe anymore. I have to believe that the "kingdom is at hand" and I just haven't found it within yet, or I am pretty sure I would just spontaneously turn back to dust, but I know nothing but words about Jesus. He doesn't feel real or present or caring. I definitely...
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    Something to do before I die

    Hi, I believe in Jesus but I don't feel loved by or any love for God or my neighbors. We're all screwed and it's God's fault for making awful creatures like humans in the first place as far as I can tell. I didn't ask for an innocent miracle worker to get murdered for my sins, I want to be...