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    Loving God More

    I hope you will allow me one more time posting. Okay, Ive been dealing with salvation issues, grief and the loss of my Mom, guilt over my role as a caregiver, watching all the suffering of my Mom, etc. In the midst of this is my fear that I loved my Mom more than God. The Bible says we are not...
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    Tired of Me

    I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people. As I have mentioned several times, I...
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    Update

    Thank you, Suze! I cant tell you what your response meant to me and Im so glad for a merciful loving God who has never left or forsaken me!
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    Update

    I think as my Mom's caregiver, I feel I made many mistakes. Some of that time is a blur and my thinking may have been distorted but I am an only child and we were especially close. Paul said we dont sorrow as those who have no hope. He didn't say we dont sorrow, but that we dont do it with lack...
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    Update

    I wanted to begin by thanking each and every one of you for the prayers, Scriptures, videos, Godly wisdom, and real concern you all have had for me not just the last few days but months. Last night, while at work, I posted about God leaving me. Praise God, I think we all know God doesn't leave...
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    I Believe God May Have Left Me

    Do you think there is any hope for me? I just can't seem to love tge Lord lije U did but I want too. Everything is a struggle. I feel He doesn't love me anymore! I just dont want to miss Heaven. I have no oeace or joy. The Lord and I used to be so close. Why can't I get back there?
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    I Believe God May Have Left Me

    I don't know what to do. I feel God may have left me. My desire to serve Him has gone. Im so scared. I dont want to be lost and doomed for He'll. I know Ive been saved but I can't cone back. Please pray for me that God will give me another chance!!!
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    Assurance

    Im just so afraid!!! I came in from work. I work nights shift. I have to go back to work tonight. I listened to some of the videos in completion. I just am afraid God is going to leave me. I can't feel His presence drawing me lije I used too but I want too!!! Hecseems so far away. I know it...
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    Assurance

    Let me say, I uttered words out of my mouth no one should ever say. I make no excuses but the enemy camexat me hard. I repented and truly believe the Lord forgave me. I've struggled with much over the past 6-12 months with both parents dieing and the guilt associated when I feel Ibfailed at...
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    Assurance

    There have been things said that were horribly wrong but repented of and forsaken but so bad
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    Assurance

    Yes, I do! But Ive had so much come against me, Ive begun to doubt when the Lord was speaking to me. Im very scared. I know I was saved on November 23, 1975 but my assurance is still shaky. The ene.y has done a nu.ber on me.
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    Assurance

    More than anything in this life, I need the assurance Jesus is with me. Im so afraid my mind is all messed up. Im.afraid God may have left me. Please, I beg of you, pray for me.
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    Need to Know Jesus is There

    I have a desperate prayer request. My Mom died almost 6 months ago and it is still a deep, deep wound!!! I feel like I've drifted a lot from the Lord. It's not that I've begun participating in some outward sin, I just feel distant with the Lord and I dont want to. I'm seeing a Christisn...
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    Extremely High Anxiety and Intrusional Thoughts

    As I write this, I am in a Griefshare Group, am on medication for high anxiety, and to see a counselor next week. I'm having intrusional thoughts and in torment. I may not make it! Please pray for me!!! I'm in a very bad way!!!
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    Angry at God

    I guess because He could have healed her and not let her suffer. She had already had so many losses and health problems. Why did she have to suffer so badly?