Welcome , I am also new, and seeking fellowship. I was thinking of starting a new bible study, let me know if you'd be willing to take part, we'd love to have you :)
I watch 8 Passengers, This is how we Bingham, Saafiya Nygard, Priscilla Shirer, Pastor Greg Locke, Pastor Mark Driscol, Coffee and Bible Time , Men Try . they are my go to subscriptions, hope this helps.
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In my experience, we don't fit in because we weren't made to fit in, the same is of belonging. Its okay to feel like you belong because we don't belong here, we belong by our Fathers side