I am losing faith... Can you help me?

If reading the Bible isn´t helping you at all, I think you should pray for understandment!
Matthew 21:21-22
21 Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. 22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”
Just keep praying and don´t give up!

I feel you..... This is my reason why I know how you feel,... When a was very little , like 3-4 , I accepted all that was told to me about God,
Jesus ect... But by age 7-8 I realized adults are liers....kids just older... And they are gullable to believe what they hope is real... Instead of realizing the world is hood winked with truth broken up all over and scattered . When I was about 7 I got very depressed, I was angry at the world, my life and God ignoring me.... I couldn't see hear or touch him so I can't prove he is real... I stood in my kitchen with a big knife to my throat .... Not scared of pain I was about to end it all ... Swoosh done. But then I thought, if there's no God then there is no real rules... So I should learn about this world and all it has in it, I should grow up and kill the bad people, steel from greedy rich and make justice for people that need it.... Some how change this evil place before I die, Well ... How sick is that ? Straight from satin I believe. Well like all of statins plans...... It back fired, I learnt to much truth to not believe in a creator....but now the question is which God? Is God Christian , Hindu , budist, Muslim , ect ? No he is Dad , father of humanity, all things beautiful in human nature all rolled into one... Like us he loves his kids, family feasts, music, sport, fishing, and just laughing and having fun... Also he is a simple genius of science, biology, history, Maths, arckatecture , engineering , astronomy, astrology and all things true blue.... He is not bound by the laws of phisics-- time space ect.... That's why we live in a universe... Meaning one spoken sentence... Also that bloke Jesus split time, time begins with his birth and his reserecting , when God made all things he did it all at once. ... He called it a weeks work of 6 days.... Did you know all English bibles have copy wrights to mans laws but the good old king James has none on the holy words of god... Maps C . Diction .c but his words copy all you like and give it for free , kj bible was English before it was tanted by slang, every version made since .... By mans laws has to be 10 percent different to the original true word... So it can be owned by a man and that man can profit. I can't believe this world these days ...lies lies every where.... I refuse to believe what I can't see , hear or feel. Like thoughts thought and unheard , stars seen and untouched, wind felt yet unseen so to is my faith in the blue truth,.. Jesus said I am the way truth and light no one comes to the Father accept through me.....he didn't say this book,, this building this badge,,, he said truth....I believe if you secretly ask the Holy spirit to teach you, guide you and show you only truth.... He will,,. Read the king James with your Father teaching you... Go to any page any time and if it does not hit the spot, if it makes no sience move on,....because he may not want you to understand that,.... So it will not make sense. Also alway learn the very foundation of a subject, where did it originate..... Did you know astronomy and astrology are the same with God.... Yes stars tell our life story... And the bible said Jesus was a vergo hmmm this world teaches lies mixed with truth.... Also it teachers eralavent truth in over load.... Who cares what the nitty gritty bits are... Trivial trivia wont save the soul... Relevant truth is priceless... The world will drink from the ocean and stay thirsty.... I choose to wonder the desert in search of fresh water wholes ....alone.... In body but connected in spirit to the body of Christ s church .... No building no badge no catch....priceless... I wouldn't give what I know to donald trump for all his worth.... I'm 100 percent richer than he. Well food for thought for you I hope it helps a little,....... I am mother of 5 who survived torment of my soul,,,,my God doesn't use show boats he uses broken vessels..... And restores them. Jesus loves you.

I am not going to mock you, I pray you can see why you have no desire for the word or the things of God, and unkess you come to a real saving faith in Christ, the word of God will be foolish to you, and make no sense!



Gal 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ, and I live; yet no longer I, but Christ lives in me. And that life I now live in the flesh, I live by faith toward the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself on my behalf.
Gal 5:24 But those belonging to Christ have crucified the flesh with its passions and lusts.
Gal 5:25 If we live in the Spirit, let also walk in the Spirit.
Rom 6:6 knowing this, that our old man is crucified with Him in order that the body of sin might be destroyed, that from now on we should not serve sin.
When it comes to a true saving faith (obedience) there is no point going further until you understand what it means to be crucified with Christ!
You can argue night and day about the Sabbath, Baptism, Pagan holidays, the rapture, head coverings etc., and miss the most important issue of all, and that is have you actually crucified your flesh with Christ, through real repentance and faith(obedience)once and for all in reality?
Or have you bought into the great lie of deception being taught today by the army of false teachers who have either been duped themselves, or are under the great delusion sent by God!
2Th 2:10 and with all deceit of unrighteousness in those who perish, because they did not receive the love of the truth, so that they might be saved.
2Th 2:11 And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.
IF you are still in bondage to sins of the flesh, and I am talking about willful rebellious sin, done presumptuously in hate, guile, malice, anger, or lust, then you did not crucify your flesh with Christ.
This is not a process, that takes place over time, or a symbolic occurrence that took place when you said the sinner’s prayer and then trusted Jesus did it all, and in Him you are crucified in position, because He obeyed for you, because you cannot possible crucify your flesh in your own ability.
Apart from real repentance, and a working faith in love, where you must crucify your flesh with Christ, then you are in danger and must do your first works, repent, and come to a saving faith.
Thus a real crucified convert will look like this:
Walking in newness of life!
Departed from iniquity!
Obedient to the truth!
Loving not the world!
Loving neighbor as self!
Putting God first and foremost!
Abstaining from all forms of evil!
Lover of the truth!
Contending earnestly for the pure word!(truth)
Keeping himself undefiled and unspotted from the world!
Guarding his heart above all things!
An overcomer through the blood of Christ!
Living soberly, righteously, and godly in this present age!
Having no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness!
Departing or departed from the lukewarm church who promotes the lie! (Saved IN sin, Romans wretch, chief of sinners, faith alone, substitution aka imputation, OSAS, etc).
A doer of God’s word and not a hearer only!

Jesus said,
Joh 8:51 Truly, truly, I say to you, If a man keeps My Word, he shall never see death.
Joh 14:15 If you love Me, keep My commandments.
Joh 15:10 If you keep My commandments, you shall abide in My love, even as I have kept My Father's commandments and abide in His love.

To be crucified with Christ as you can see is a very serious matter, you cannot be IN sin and IN Christ at the same time, they don’t mix, and not getting this right will make the difference between heaven or hell, God has given all mankind a choice, and a way out of bondage to sin, and the world.

2Co 7:9 Now I rejoice, not that you were grieved, but that you grieved to repentance. For you were grieved according to God, so that you might suffer loss by nothing in us.
2Co 7:10 For the grief according to God works repentance to salvation, not to be regretted, but the grief of the world works out death.
2Co 7:11 For behold this same thing (you being grieved according to God); how much it worked out earnestness in you; but also defense; but also indignation; but also fear; but also desire; but also zeal; but also vengeance! In everything you approved yourselves to be clear(PURE) in the matter.

Jesus came to set mankind free, see John 8-32, but He didn’t come to be your substitute, in any way, shape or form, or to crucify Himself for you, He came to save us from our sins, through repentance and faith (obedience) where we crucify the flesh once and for all!

It’s not about perfection, it’s not about not needing Jesus, it’s not about being self-righteous or bragging I did it myself, etc.,, but it’s about, humility, brokenness, sacrifice, and a passion and zeal to count the cost, and come before the mercy seat in complete surrender and with a crisis of conviction, that leads to real godly sorrow, where the sin stops, and the flesh is crucified and put to death once and for all!

The crucified life then is a life on the narrow road, following Jesus as He commanded by denying self-daily, and taking up your cross and living a life pleasing to Him, walking IN the spirit, where you will not give any provision for the flesh!

Gal 5:16 I say, then, Walk in the Spirit and you shall not fulfill the lusts of the flesh.
Gal 5:17 For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh. And these are contrary to one another; lest whatever you may will, these things you do.
Gal 5:18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.
Gal 5:19 Now the works of the flesh are clearly revealed, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lustfulness,
Gal 5:20 idolatry, sorcery, hatreds, fightings, jealousies, angers, rivalries, divisions, heresies,
Gal 5:21 envyings, murders, drunkennesses, revelings, and things like these; of which I tell you before, as I also said before, that they who do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

The crucified life is living a dynamic life of faith (obedience) to the truth, doing what is right by choice and also a healthy fear of an all Holy God, who is very patient and longsuffering toward us all, not wanting any to die, but all to come to repentance! 2 Peter 3-9.

The Crucified life is more about obedience, than perfection, sin is missing the mark, which we all do every day, BUT, does missing the mark mean we miss by falling into porn occasionally, fornication on occasion, getting drunk in a weak moment?

Many will say yes, we all fall short, which means everything we do is as a filthy rag before God, but is this honest? Is this the truth? Does a true follower of Christ, make His or her life a life of continued hate, evil and lust?

If your life consists of a pattern of falling into the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eye’s, and the pride of life, either on occasion, or on a daily basis, then you have NOT crucified your flesh with Christ, and you may be waiting for the Lord to do this for you in due time, but God is waiting for you to humble yourself, and make the right God given choice, to crucify your flesh once and for all with Him as outlined above!

PS. I get tired of professing Christians who say they cannot stop sinning (fornication, lying, cheating, hating, drunkenness, homosexuality, porn watching, idolatry, love OF the world, etc.)
Because all sin is the same, which is just a scapegoat for them to avoid the commands of God to repent, stop sinning, crucify their flesh with Him, and follow Him on the narrow road!

Remember a truly crucified heart does NOT live a life of falling occasionally into vile sins that lead to death, yes many mighty men and women of God have fallen, some found repentance some did not, BUT to say this is the normal Christian experience is a lie, and used as an excuse to feed the flesh, and not use all the tools God has given us to resist temptation, overcome sins of the flesh, and put the flesh to death in repentance.

We all will be judged just how God finds us, not in perfection, but in living a life above the flesh and its evil desires, walking in purity, sincerity, and love and faith (obedience). Faults, mistakes, poor judgments, sins of ignorance, misplaced zeal, missing the mark in these areas are not sins leading to death, but can be when they lead us into any guile, hate, envy, lust and pride, that is why we must walk the crucified life, and be very sensitive to all our faults and mistakes, confess them to God, and grow more in the likeness of Jesus Christ.

One is willful presumptuous sin that is total rebellion towards God, a mental decision to disobey Him, and ignore His warnings and power to find a way of escape. This leads to death, but the other does not, and will not lead to death, unless we allow it to lead to rebellion against God, and lust of the flesh, lust of the eye’s and the pride of life!
It’s simple either you are living a sincere, pure life before God, guarding your heart against willful sin and temptation, or you are not, Jesus isn't asking His followers to be as perfect and spotless as He is, BUT IS asking His followers to obey His most un burdensome commands, and stop making excuses for sin and worldliness, He wants all our attention and love, not a divided heart between the world and Him, and most importantly, a heart made pure through repentance and faith proven by deeds, where the crucified life is the abundant life unto Him! Not a life filled with self, lust, and evil thoughts and ways!

Rev 22:11 He acting unjustly, let him still act unjustly. And the filthy, let him be filthy still. And the righteous, let him be righteous still. And the holy, let him be holy still.

We will be judged on how Jesus finds us when He returns or when we die, not in perfection or living a self-righteous life, but either the crucified life in purity, sincerity, and love, OR the un crucified life of self, lust, pride, and bondage to sin and disobedience!
Tommy 6-8-12

You are not doing bad things by questioning...and any "Christian" that says you are is a misinformed hypocrite. I too had questions....I found that old saying to be true "seek and you shall find" Yes read your Bible and pray for understanding, but understand that you are an individual, you are Gods child...no matter how many children a father has, he has to treat each one different to fit them right? Well maybe you're his backwards child like I was. I read the Bible and all it did was confuse me and make me dizzy with all of its contradictions which made me not believe even more than before I started trying to. Some read the Bible to get through a problem and it helps....but me, I had to go through something to understand the Bible. Like.....some folks study the Bible to pass the test of Life.....I had to go through the test of Life to understand what I was studying in the Bible. You are a feel type person, not a see type person, that's why you don't understand. Pray!!! Ask God to move in your life, ask him to show you that he is real! God is an Almighty God and he doesn't mind showing up and showing out, tell him that you don't know if he is real and that you are confused..and watch him show you that he is Then those crazy Bible versus and old songs will start to make sense and you'll apply them to your life. Go ahead and put that Bible down and tell God you need to see the test first.....then it'll come so easy..like an open book test lol. I don't know you or the depth of your struggle, but I do know that I once lost faith, I once felt like God and the whole "Christianity" was a plot (I had my reasons lol)....The Bible didn't show me the truth or renew my faith...God showed me!! And only then did I began to use the Bible as a reference to keep my faith. Folks can quote the Bible all day, which is cool...but you need to talk to God. One on One. He'll answer. The Bible is a reference tool for believers, not a persuasion argument....God does that part Ask him how this thing works and he'll show you

Would it really help you if I could give you documentation from both early Christians and non-Christians (Jew and Roman) concerning Jesus' actual life, death and the empty tomb? Of statues of him which were beheaded by the Romans? For me, it proved he really did exist, that is why I went to trouble to find that data to prove my questions, just like yours, had real answers.

But, the questions falls at a point of before salvation. If you need assurance of his existence in order to accept salvation, then you really have already answered your own question - he does exist. Tell you what though, when you go to bed tonight, tell God the problem, tell Him to prove Himself to you, tell Him to prove to you that Jesus exists and then be willing to come to salvation. There are no magic words, just tell God that you need Him, you need His forgiveness, you want Him to run your life. And then be willing to let Him.

Saved but doubting? Completely normal, and everyone tells you to read your Bible only it is all such meaningless drivel if you can not understand what it says. Then discipleship is what you need! Get into a Bible Study with men whose lives you can trust. Get involved in ministry of some type with the local Church. The Christian life is about doing: study, witness, prayer, fellowship! All four are important and can help you, across time, overcome the doubts which plague you!

If you want to take questions offline with me, i would be happy to try and address them, just know that I am three days offline generally and then have four days off to play on the computer. So, if you need good study materials I can provide links, etc.