I don’t even know what to write been thinking a lot in my head lately and sometimes I just wonder about things. I was out yesterday with my family and I’ve noticed it before but it’s just really starting to hit me how this world is being formed has been formed to make sin look so enticing. Everything that goes against God’s word is made to look normal these days and you’re the bad guy if you go against that. I struggle with in myself and fight myself every day with sin. I’m not saying I go out and willfully sin But I do have to go to war with my own mind with certain things. It’s tough out there and my only hope is God. I know he sees me and I know he knows the struggle I go through I just hate disappointing him every time I have to face the struggle. I pray I warship I love God with my whole heart and I gave him everything I have And I’m so grateful for his mercy and grace but most days I just feel like a big disappointment to him and I hope that’s not the case because I know I’m forgiven but off anon going to have to keep dealing with things like this until he finally take me home. I’m not even feeling worthy to be called a servant. I’m only a year and a half into following Christ so I’m guessing maybe a couple of you have gone through the same thing?