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I wrote this about a year ago, just wanted to put it out there.
First off let me apologize if anyone finds my writing hard to understand i type my thoughts as they come to mind so at times it can appear a little jumbled.
This thought is about how people need relations and companionship. The past year or so of my life i didn't think i really needed any of those after a few failed relationships and no really true friends i decided i would just work. The people i became somewhat friends with were the people i worked with and it was nice but it was just work friends never anything outside of work. the more i went on the more i became a loner of types. but having just moved to a new state and having no friends here yet i have come to realize how much the human soul need relationships and friendships. there is no way we were meant to go through life by ourselves with no other human interaction. I feel myself longing for a deep interaction with other people, someone i can pour my soul out to and not worry about if they will use it against me or spread around my thoughts, fears and dreams. i mean i have friends but no on i can really open myself too and we need that so much. we can't go through life holding everything inside with no one to confide in. i know some people can make that argument but 99% of the time they want the same thing but would never admit it. without interaction, we forget how to be social, forget how to interact with other people in different groups or places. so we become scared and shut ourselves out more from those situations. right now its so hard to describe what im really want to say i feel stuck with something that words would not do justice. being alone with no friends or human interactions will destroy you slowly from the inside, its like a virus that continues to get worse over time. you feel it aching in your heart but are at a loss for what to do about it, i think the most depression comes from low levels of human interaction, true interaction where you express ever single thought in your mind, let everything spill out. in this day and age that is looked down upon, we are supposed to keep everything inside, and most of the time no one wants to listen to other peoples problems because it makes them uncomfortable. you can not keep everything inside, let it all out, find someone and spill out everything, find someone to really connect with. you have to feed your soul. and the soul feeds on interactions with other people. there are people out there who will listen who will help, you don't have to be alone in this world.
First off let me apologize if anyone finds my writing hard to understand i type my thoughts as they come to mind so at times it can appear a little jumbled.
This thought is about how people need relations and companionship. The past year or so of my life i didn't think i really needed any of those after a few failed relationships and no really true friends i decided i would just work. The people i became somewhat friends with were the people i worked with and it was nice but it was just work friends never anything outside of work. the more i went on the more i became a loner of types. but having just moved to a new state and having no friends here yet i have come to realize how much the human soul need relationships and friendships. there is no way we were meant to go through life by ourselves with no other human interaction. I feel myself longing for a deep interaction with other people, someone i can pour my soul out to and not worry about if they will use it against me or spread around my thoughts, fears and dreams. i mean i have friends but no on i can really open myself too and we need that so much. we can't go through life holding everything inside with no one to confide in. i know some people can make that argument but 99% of the time they want the same thing but would never admit it. without interaction, we forget how to be social, forget how to interact with other people in different groups or places. so we become scared and shut ourselves out more from those situations. right now its so hard to describe what im really want to say i feel stuck with something that words would not do justice. being alone with no friends or human interactions will destroy you slowly from the inside, its like a virus that continues to get worse over time. you feel it aching in your heart but are at a loss for what to do about it, i think the most depression comes from low levels of human interaction, true interaction where you express ever single thought in your mind, let everything spill out. in this day and age that is looked down upon, we are supposed to keep everything inside, and most of the time no one wants to listen to other peoples problems because it makes them uncomfortable. you can not keep everything inside, let it all out, find someone and spill out everything, find someone to really connect with. you have to feed your soul. and the soul feeds on interactions with other people. there are people out there who will listen who will help, you don't have to be alone in this world.
