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I'm sorry, this is the 2nd time I've posted about this. I'm just terrified I have committed blasphemy of The Holy Ghost.
I've been so worried about not committing this lately, and in my mind I was thinking " I don't think God's work is that of [ ...you know who's ]! I don't think God's work is [ you know who's ]! " and then the thought " I do " came into my mind.
It was a rebellious thought, I think it was carnal minded [ ? I don't know much about the carnal mind, but isn't it the flesh's thoughts? ]
I'm scared. Do you have to say it? Because I thought it, I didn't mean it.
But then I prayed to God, repenting.
I told him that if I did commit it, he could just make me an Atheist. But if I didn't commit it he could keep me being a Christian.
I just don't know, I told God he knew my heart and if I meant it or not. But all day I've been reading about the sin, and I just had a rebellious thought. I don't know. I just was under so much pressure not to commit it, I think I cracked.
So basically, these are my questions:
1. Do you have to say it? Because the carnal mind is " always enmity against God " I was wondering.
2. Do you think I committed it? In the moment I was just fed up and under so much pressure to not commit it. Thoughts of ' Don't do it! ' clouded my mind all day. I just rebelled.
I immediately thought ' Oh no! ' after, but I don't know. I just rebelled.
God Bless - booksandstuff
I've been so worried about not committing this lately, and in my mind I was thinking " I don't think God's work is that of [ ...you know who's ]! I don't think God's work is [ you know who's ]! " and then the thought " I do " came into my mind.
It was a rebellious thought, I think it was carnal minded [ ? I don't know much about the carnal mind, but isn't it the flesh's thoughts? ]
I'm scared. Do you have to say it? Because I thought it, I didn't mean it.
But then I prayed to God, repenting.
I told him that if I did commit it, he could just make me an Atheist. But if I didn't commit it he could keep me being a Christian.
I just don't know, I told God he knew my heart and if I meant it or not. But all day I've been reading about the sin, and I just had a rebellious thought. I don't know. I just was under so much pressure not to commit it, I think I cracked.
So basically, these are my questions:
1. Do you have to say it? Because the carnal mind is " always enmity against God " I was wondering.
2. Do you think I committed it? In the moment I was just fed up and under so much pressure to not commit it. Thoughts of ' Don't do it! ' clouded my mind all day. I just rebelled.
I immediately thought ' Oh no! ' after, but I don't know. I just rebelled.
God Bless - booksandstuff