Hi PCOS. I understand what you are saying because my daughter had same issue.
She and her husband wanted a baby so badly but she could not conceive. They never
had to use birth control and were married about 5 years and she did get pregnant, but
lost the baby at about two and half months. We all grieved as if we had known that
little one she was carrying. A few years go by and they were considering adoption or
even seeing a fertility specialist.
She and her husband came back to their home State and had to stay with us until they
found work, etc. She worked for a physician and her husband was still looking for work.
One day I went to get our mail, and in the box was a sample of a diaper. I thought, why
in the world would we get a sample of a diaper? I brought it in and showed my son in law,
and said, "Gee, do you think this is a sign?" I know I had been praying for her, and she
had been praying, to no avail. That evening we are sitting on the deck and she pull in
our driveway from work, and she just sits there. She did not come in the house. Finally
her husband went to the car, and they stayed out there for a while, and did come onto
the deck where we were sitting. She said, " I am pregnant." We were like so stunned,
and did not know whether to be laughing or crying. We did both, actually. We were so afraid
to get our hopes up. 8 years of trying, and one miscarriage later, wow, was our faith tested.
The Dr. she worked for had an ultrasound scheduled for her and I got to see the monitor.
She was 4 weeks and the little one looked like a STAR twinkling. What a beautiful sight.
My daughter was a pregnancy risk, and I won't bore you with the details, but I will tell you
my friend, it took lots and lots of prayer. I called Ministries and we did as I said, have to
believe she would make it all the way.
I can only tell you it was a miracle indeed. Today she is 15 yr old girl. And her mommy
never stopped trying to have a baby, she just could never conceive again.
We will pray for you and I hope you find your group you are looking for. I just know God
can work miracles. And keep praying, call legitimate ministries and keep asking for prayer.
The Word tells us.. Keep knocking, seeking and the door shall be open unto you.
I pray the Lord will open your barren womb. In His time, He will show you if you seek
His face and perhaps He will even give you an answer to help you have peace.
God Bless You .~
