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I've been here before, AGES ago. I just stopped coming here, the reason why I came here earlier before was to look for an answer over porn addiction or masturbation if it's right to masturbate or not.
Over the years I'd fall into temptation and other times I will fight so hard to resist.
I will pray a night and ask Jesus Christ to give me strength to resist this evil sin temptation.
I would not get an answer back, I know he hasn't forsaken me because I know he has something for me planned or waiting to help me at the right moment.
So lately this Month, I tried so hard to resist watching porn, though I would get temptation but I resisted them.
Until I watched this fellow brother's word about his experience with God, hell and temptation.
demon removed by Jesus - YouTube
Apparently our addictions are caused by demon/s that lurk in shadow, tempting us to keep sinning. These addiction that spawns evil allows bad things to happen to us.
My dad is just getting different girlfriends, be with them, if bad things happen he would get rid of one and find another. The demon that lurks around him is the reason why bad things has been happening to us lately.
His stories really made an impact on me and touched me.
So yesterday I got down on my knees and asked Jesus Christ to relieve me of my demon perversion.
I rebuked the demon to leave me and confessed to God and asked for forgiveness and relieve of my addiction.
I just felt like a chill in my body, not cold chill but you know when you feel a chill down your spin and your hairs on skin rise up? yes I felt that.
And I just felt different, I had no temptations on me, in fact I just don't feel or have the urge for it.
I just pray that God should not show me vision of demons or hell as I'm afraid of them. Hearing them from others experience leaves me scared for couple of days. But this man's testimony still has an impact on me till this day.
Now I'm going to properly live my life to God.
I wasn't attending Church for a long time, it was last week that I went and I will start going back to church.
I will try my best to read the bible often.
I know that God has lead me to a righteous path till now, and things are making sense. I will continue to live this life God has lead me.
If i will be single for the rest of my life, so be it.
My ultimate goal is to get to heaven, where few go.
I have confessed my addiction/secret to my sister and few others. This is a good path because it makes it no longer a secret and "the truth shall set you free".
Amazing how demons tries to destroy us through addictions.
Addiction cannot be a sin but it is the foundation of sin, a foundation that spawns demons to lead us astray and away from God. Just like my story I'm sure many of you have heard of the story of a drug addict who took a family photo and behind him was an image of a dog like demon (Anubis).
If any of you have bad addiction, you need to ask Jesus Christ to lift off your addiction, whether it be food addiction or anything Worldy.
Over the years I'd fall into temptation and other times I will fight so hard to resist.
I will pray a night and ask Jesus Christ to give me strength to resist this evil sin temptation.
I would not get an answer back, I know he hasn't forsaken me because I know he has something for me planned or waiting to help me at the right moment.
So lately this Month, I tried so hard to resist watching porn, though I would get temptation but I resisted them.
Until I watched this fellow brother's word about his experience with God, hell and temptation.
demon removed by Jesus - YouTube
Apparently our addictions are caused by demon/s that lurk in shadow, tempting us to keep sinning. These addiction that spawns evil allows bad things to happen to us.
My dad is just getting different girlfriends, be with them, if bad things happen he would get rid of one and find another. The demon that lurks around him is the reason why bad things has been happening to us lately.
His stories really made an impact on me and touched me.
So yesterday I got down on my knees and asked Jesus Christ to relieve me of my demon perversion.
I rebuked the demon to leave me and confessed to God and asked for forgiveness and relieve of my addiction.
I just felt like a chill in my body, not cold chill but you know when you feel a chill down your spin and your hairs on skin rise up? yes I felt that.
And I just felt different, I had no temptations on me, in fact I just don't feel or have the urge for it.
I just pray that God should not show me vision of demons or hell as I'm afraid of them. Hearing them from others experience leaves me scared for couple of days. But this man's testimony still has an impact on me till this day.
Now I'm going to properly live my life to God.
I wasn't attending Church for a long time, it was last week that I went and I will start going back to church.
I will try my best to read the bible often.
I know that God has lead me to a righteous path till now, and things are making sense. I will continue to live this life God has lead me.
If i will be single for the rest of my life, so be it.
My ultimate goal is to get to heaven, where few go.
I have confessed my addiction/secret to my sister and few others. This is a good path because it makes it no longer a secret and "the truth shall set you free".
Amazing how demons tries to destroy us through addictions.
Addiction cannot be a sin but it is the foundation of sin, a foundation that spawns demons to lead us astray and away from God. Just like my story I'm sure many of you have heard of the story of a drug addict who took a family photo and behind him was an image of a dog like demon (Anubis).
If any of you have bad addiction, you need to ask Jesus Christ to lift off your addiction, whether it be food addiction or anything Worldy.