Been a while, Here it is.

[tterr007]

So, it's been a really crazy month.

I am still dealing with the broken pride/hurt/pain of being cheated on by my fiancé.

Hopefully when I start to focus more on what the Lord has called me to do that pain with melt away.

Speaking of focusing, I was out of focus for a while. Of course it did not get me anywhere but deeper into the hole of emptiness.

I remember this song by Fred Hammond and it says "Heartbreak may come as a distraction".

Heartbreak in fact is a distraction from the things of the Lord.

Focus, some days it eludes me. Other days it's like my life is in 1080p.

Singleness, is n interesting walk in itself.

Especially when you don't exactly have a bunch of friends or other distractions of like a job. lol

One of my aunt's wanted me to watch this youtube video by Juanita Bynum about singleness.

Something hat she said hit my-spirit.

She was saying that as a women every man that we've been with sexually is still inside us unless God purges them for us with the Word and the holy spirit.

No more sheets enjoy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTdZ9ufUmSY

 

[Carmen]

Time does heal, but you may not see it now.. In the long run, you will be glad that he is gone. God does have a better plan for you dear sister.

 

[secularhermit]

"Singleness, is n interesting walk in itself."

Both singleness and loneliness.

 

[secularhermit]

Time does heal, but you may not see it now.. In the long run, you will be glad that he is gone. God does have a better plan for you dear sister.

Cheaters hurt, more, at marriage.