Blessed AND hurt

[Jordache]

Tonight was my churches chRistmas concert and it was amazing! I soloed on the last song and the pastor approached with tears in his eyes. He stared right at me, said he felt like a proud daddy, bug es and kisses me on thE cheek. I was a Little shocked to say the least. But it hurts so much to know he's not my real dad and that my Birth is bound to hate me and nevEr spEak to mE again. I recently Wrote him a lettEr confrontig him about the abuse and neglect i suffered as a child. I do not wish to spEak to him until he's repentant. Hes not a christian and could potentially turn half my family against me. I just want a daddy. Please don't give pat answers. I want who has two arms and two legs.

 

[shemaiah]

Am sorry to hear that and I don't have any answers, all I have to say is I'll be praying for you. God bless

 

[woodl]

Tonight was my churches chRistmas concert and it was amazing! I soloed on the last song and the pastor approached with tears in his eyes. He stared right at me, said he felt like a proud daddy, bug es and kisses me on thE cheek. I was a Little shocked to say the least. But it hurts so much to know he's not my real dad and that my Birth is bound to hate me and nevEr spEak to mE again. I recently Wrote him a lettEr confrontig him about the abuse and neglect i suffered as a child. I do not wish to spEak to him until he's repentant. Hes not a christian and could potentially turn half my family against me. I just want a daddy. Please don't give pat answers. I want who has two arms and two legs.

God bless you in your walk with Christ. I'm still praying for your real dad too.

 

[Avidan]

Tonight was my churches chRistmas concert and it was amazing! I soloed on the last song and the pastor approached with tears in his eyes.

Thank You LORD for everything You do for us. In Jesus Name, Amen.

I lift Jordache up to you tonight. Let living water flow through her to every person in her life. Let her words be filled with power and love. Bring continued revelation to her and to those who concern her. I lift her family up to You. I pray that they would be arrested in the spirit and brought before Your council. I pray that You would speak to them directly and show them their firm place to stand on Christ. Let all of Jordache's enemies (Eph 6:12) fall into their own traps. Let any dark work around her be exposed, in Jesus Name. Send Your angles and surround her in Your presence. Read Your Word to her I pray LORD. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[pickles]

Hugs Jordache, I am so sorry you know this pain, Ive wished for the same myself.
You are in my prayers in Jesus, that God Our Father will fill the need and yearning of your heart.

Hugs and God bless
pickles

 

[shekaniah]

Jordache! Thank you for the update! I knew the concert would be blessed!
And as for your father...I think God sent the pastor to love you for Him.
May you fill the Love of our perfect Father... in Jesus name amen

 

[jimsun]

Can't be your Dad, Jordache - But I can be your friend!

De reir a cheile a thogtar na casleain.

 

[AnandaHya]

And the Israelites did not want God to rule them but a King with two arms and feet like the rest of the world.

would you have a human father or accept God as your Heavenly Father?

Would you have a husband to rule over you or be a bride of Christ?

Have you read this story recently?

1 Samuel 8
4 Then all the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel at Ramah, 5 and said to him, “Look, you are old, and your sons do not walk in your ways. Now make us a king to judge us like all the nations.”
6 But the thing displeased Samuel when they said, “Give us a king to judge us.” So Samuel prayed to the LORD. 7 And the LORD said to Samuel, “Heed the voice of the people in all that they say to you; for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected Me, that I should not reign over them. 8 According to all the works which they have done since the day that I brought them up out of Egypt, even to this day—with which they have forsaken Me and served other gods—so they are doing to you also. 9 Now therefore, heed their voice. However, you shall solemnly forewarn them, and show them the behavior of the king who will reign over them.”
10 So Samuel told all the words of the LORD to the people who asked him for a king. 11 And he said, “This will be the behavior of the king who will reign over you: He will take your sons and appoint them for his own chariots and to be his horsemen, and some will run before his chariots. 12 He will appoint captains over his thousands and captains over his fifties, will set some to plow his ground and reap his harvest, and some to make his weapons of war and equipment for his chariots. 13 He will take your daughters to be perfumers, cooks, and bakers. 14 And he will take the best of your fields, your vineyards, and your olive groves, and give them to his servants. 15 He will take a tenth of your grain and your vintage, and give it to his officers and servants. 16 And he will take your male servants, your female servants, your finest young men,[a] and your donkeys, and put them to his work. 17 He will take a tenth of your sheep. And you will be his servants. 18 And you will cry out in that day because of your king whom you have chosen for yourselves, and the LORD will not hear you in that day.”
19 Nevertheless the people refused to obey the voice of Samuel; and they said, “No, but we will have a king over us, 20 that we also may be like all the nations, and that our king may judge us and go out before us and fight our battles.”
21 And Samuel heard all the words of the people, and he repeated them in the hearing of the LORD. 22 So the LORD said to Samuel, “Heed their voice, and make them a king.”