Hello Texan4Jesus,
First of all, I want you to know that you are not alone. God is near and He has heard your cry for help, hope, and healing. "For He Himself has said, 'I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you.'" (Hebrews 13:5).
I too experienced the same situation you are facing right now, my husband left me for another woman and filed for a divorce. And like you, I was devastated. But instead of accepting that my husband would move on with his life with another woman, and that I would be a single mom for the rest of my life, I cried out to God for help!
In my desperation, the Lord graciously led me to where I found HOPE to believe that God could restore my broken marriage. And guess what Texan4Jesus? He DID!!! Not only did my husband leave the OW (other woman) and remarry me, but nine months later, I gave birth to our third child and FIRST son!!!
I share this testimony with you to assure you that NOTHING is impossible with God (Luke 1:37). If He could restore my marriage, He can surely restore yours. "For God does not show favoritism" (Romans 2:11)
God bless you Texan4Jesus! And BE ENCOURAGED, God is in control and will work all of this out for your good! (Romans 8:28)
Hisbride