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I'm having a hard time in knowing what God wants me to do. I graduated 4th in class w/ a 3.9 GPA (little upset that I let senioritis bring down my 4.1 gpa). Anyway I can't find one college to go to! And everytime I think I do something happens where I can't go... I've been looking for a job, but hav eithr nvr got a call, was turned down b4 interview, got interview and no call back, and even spent a day working for them to see and no job! I'm a very hard-worker and extremely friendly and outgoing, and a lot of th time as college I thought I was going to get th job (they really seemed to want me to wrk for them) and was turned down.
As u can c God is closing these doors... I just can't get an answer for why? as a Christian I've done all I could do pray, hav people pray over me, hav people pray with me and still it's blank. Since I don't hav absolutely nothing to do I've done what any Christian loves to do, which is grow closer to God. yet, I still feel I must be wrong about this, or i'm being punished, or hav let God down somewhere. I just don't understand.
I need reassurance, encouragement, something to help me through brothers and sisters. I feel my future is not where it should be... I thank anyone who took th time to read this, and understand y if u don't. haha. it's super long u know
God bless
I'm having a hard time in knowing what God wants me to do. I graduated 4th in class w/ a 3.9 GPA (little upset that I let senioritis bring down my 4.1 gpa). Anyway I can't find one college to go to! And everytime I think I do something happens where I can't go... I've been looking for a job, but hav eithr nvr got a call, was turned down b4 interview, got interview and no call back, and even spent a day working for them to see and no job! I'm a very hard-worker and extremely friendly and outgoing, and a lot of th time as college I thought I was going to get th job (they really seemed to want me to wrk for them) and was turned down.
As u can c God is closing these doors... I just can't get an answer for why? as a Christian I've done all I could do pray, hav people pray over me, hav people pray with me and still it's blank. Since I don't hav absolutely nothing to do I've done what any Christian loves to do, which is grow closer to God. yet, I still feel I must be wrong about this, or i'm being punished, or hav let God down somewhere. I just don't understand.
I need reassurance, encouragement, something to help me through brothers and sisters. I feel my future is not where it should be... I thank anyone who took th time to read this, and understand y if u don't. haha. it's super long u know
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