WELL I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ALLLL ABOUT THIS TRASHH,
BUT I CAN TELL YOU...WHEN I JUMPED INTO THE GANG, MY LIFE TOTALLY CHANGED...
I GOT MUCH MORE VIOLENT... I WAS IN THE STREETS VERY LATE WITH MY "HOMIES" I STARTED DRINKING MORE OFTEN, SNIFFING GLUE,(WELL BUT THAT WAS BEFORE I ENTERED TO THE GANG, THAT WAS A NON ADDICTIVE DRUG, AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT SO I JUST TRIED IT ONE TIME OR A COUPLE OF TIMES BUT I LEFTED IT)
MY MOM STARTED TALKING ME ABOUT JESUS BUT I DIDN'T LISTEN TO HER,(I USED TO LISTEN HER WHEN I WAS CHILD BUT WHEN I GRE UP I DIDN'T LISTEN HER MORE), I USED TO TOLD HER THAT I WAS A SINNER. AND GOD DIDN'T LISTEN TO SINNERS....THAT THERE WERE NO WAY OUT FOR ME...ETC
I HAD A FIGHT UNTIL DEATH...AND I WAS NEXT TO DIE...IT WAS ONLY A FIGHT UNARMED WITHOUT SHOOTGUNS OR SHANKS...BUT I WAS HURT OF ALL MY FACE (I LOOKED LIKE A MONSTER AFTER THE FIGHT) WELL ACTUALLY I WAS DYING...BUT...WELL THAT'S ANOTHER STORY...
EVERY DAY BEFORE LEFTING MY HOUSE I USED TO PRAY GOD;"JESUS FORGIVE MY SINS PLEASE" BUT THAT WAS A RELIGIOUS PRAYER ONLY BECAUSE I USED TO DO THE SAME SINS ALL DAYS AND THE SAME PRAYER...AND BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF DEATH...
EVERY DAY ALIVE WAS A MIRACLE...YOU CAN'T CALL TO THAT "LIFE" THAT WAS HORRIBLE...
IT WASN'T LIKE THE GANGSTER MOVIES...YOU KNOW? BECAUSE GANGSTER MOVIES IS ONLY 2 HOURS AND REAL GANG LIFE IS...WELL UNTIL YOU DIE... BUT IT'S AS SHORT AS A MOVIE...
I WAS GETTING MAD, I COULD'NT SLEEP AT NIGHT... AND MY MOM USED TO CRY EVERY NIGHT
YOU KNOW? MOMS CRY...BUT THEY DON'T TELL YOU OFF, BECAUSE MOM'S CAN'T DO NOTHING YOU KNOW
.
, AND I USED TO HEAR HER AT HER BEDROOM CRYING AND PRAYING FOR ME...AND I USED TO LEFT THE HOUSE RUNNING,
OR STABING MY BED WITH MY KNIFE... I WAS DESPERATE
AND I USED TO LEFT THE HOUSE RUNNING. FOR NOT LISTEN HER CRYING FOR NOT LISTENING HER PRAYING FOR ME ,RUNNING FOR ESCAPING OF MY CRAZY LIFE, ESCAPING TO NOWHERE...
BUT I USED TO RETURN BECAUSE I KNEW THAT WAS THE LIFE I HAD CHOOSED AND I NEEDED TO FACE IT.
"YOU CAN'T NEVER TURN BACK" I USED TO REMEMBER THE WORDS OF GANG BOSS EVERY DAY, AND SOMETIMES WHEN I WAS SLEEPING... I USED TO LISTEN A VOICE TELLING ME THAT PRHASE IT WAS SCARYINGG...
READ CHOLO'S MEMORIES PART 7.
BUT I CAN TELL YOU...WHEN I JUMPED INTO THE GANG, MY LIFE TOTALLY CHANGED...
I GOT MUCH MORE VIOLENT... I WAS IN THE STREETS VERY LATE WITH MY "HOMIES" I STARTED DRINKING MORE OFTEN, SNIFFING GLUE,(WELL BUT THAT WAS BEFORE I ENTERED TO THE GANG, THAT WAS A NON ADDICTIVE DRUG, AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT SO I JUST TRIED IT ONE TIME OR A COUPLE OF TIMES BUT I LEFTED IT)
MY MOM STARTED TALKING ME ABOUT JESUS BUT I DIDN'T LISTEN TO HER,(I USED TO LISTEN HER WHEN I WAS CHILD BUT WHEN I GRE UP I DIDN'T LISTEN HER MORE), I USED TO TOLD HER THAT I WAS A SINNER. AND GOD DIDN'T LISTEN TO SINNERS....THAT THERE WERE NO WAY OUT FOR ME...ETC
I HAD A FIGHT UNTIL DEATH...AND I WAS NEXT TO DIE...IT WAS ONLY A FIGHT UNARMED WITHOUT SHOOTGUNS OR SHANKS...BUT I WAS HURT OF ALL MY FACE (I LOOKED LIKE A MONSTER AFTER THE FIGHT) WELL ACTUALLY I WAS DYING...BUT...WELL THAT'S ANOTHER STORY...
EVERY DAY BEFORE LEFTING MY HOUSE I USED TO PRAY GOD;"JESUS FORGIVE MY SINS PLEASE" BUT THAT WAS A RELIGIOUS PRAYER ONLY BECAUSE I USED TO DO THE SAME SINS ALL DAYS AND THE SAME PRAYER...AND BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF DEATH...
EVERY DAY ALIVE WAS A MIRACLE...YOU CAN'T CALL TO THAT "LIFE" THAT WAS HORRIBLE...
IT WASN'T LIKE THE GANGSTER MOVIES...YOU KNOW? BECAUSE GANGSTER MOVIES IS ONLY 2 HOURS AND REAL GANG LIFE IS...WELL UNTIL YOU DIE... BUT IT'S AS SHORT AS A MOVIE...
I WAS GETTING MAD, I COULD'NT SLEEP AT NIGHT... AND MY MOM USED TO CRY EVERY NIGHT
YOU KNOW? MOMS CRY...BUT THEY DON'T TELL YOU OFF, BECAUSE MOM'S CAN'T DO NOTHING YOU KNOW
.
, AND I USED TO HEAR HER AT HER BEDROOM CRYING AND PRAYING FOR ME...AND I USED TO LEFT THE HOUSE RUNNING,
OR STABING MY BED WITH MY KNIFE... I WAS DESPERATE
AND I USED TO LEFT THE HOUSE RUNNING. FOR NOT LISTEN HER CRYING FOR NOT LISTENING HER PRAYING FOR ME ,RUNNING FOR ESCAPING OF MY CRAZY LIFE, ESCAPING TO NOWHERE...
BUT I USED TO RETURN BECAUSE I KNEW THAT WAS THE LIFE I HAD CHOOSED AND I NEEDED TO FACE IT.
"YOU CAN'T NEVER TURN BACK" I USED TO REMEMBER THE WORDS OF GANG BOSS EVERY DAY, AND SOMETIMES WHEN I WAS SLEEPING... I USED TO LISTEN A VOICE TELLING ME THAT PRHASE IT WAS SCARYINGG...
READ CHOLO'S MEMORIES PART 7.