We can't judge you, but we can judge your fruit. Right now your fruit is that you choose to be intimately involved in a type of people that are extremely violent, lustful, angry, defiant, greedy, selfish and rebellious. As well as involved in both the use and selling of drugs. Really, the last thing you need to be worried about is another Christian judging you. The real question is when you stand before God can you say the lifestyle you're choosing is pleasing and honoring to Him? That's the only judgement you need to be worried about.