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im trying to stop doing drugs over all but no matter where i go they find me... i simply jumped on a online dating web page (like normal) and moved to a new state might i add and yet people look at me and ask me to smoke... y? y am i being tempted? i enjoy it yes but i moved to get my life on track. i havent had a job in a year and well i havent been clean more then a week but job wise more then anything i need to be... i feel like a demon is tempting me and i sit here thinking of how to make the best of a bad idea rather then just staying away... im not looking for trouble... it finds me... idk im jus in a big debate and it would be nice if god made me stronger