That Im wierd (that may be true
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Im stupid (that may be true for "my person but not who I am as soul that would really, really reaaly suprise them to know) But still suffered the pain of "stupidity" which humbles me and makes me understand better.I had a University maths teacher access me who was truly shocked at the levels I was on as had been told I was on a much lower level and "theres no hope for her" but she ended up telling me to stop because how I was counting was beyond even her knowledge.
I was actually tortured and told Im retarded daily and told they make sure I never have children and have me as their dog, their retard and other things to horrible to write abouthere, sadistic sm against my will, rape of soul etc.Went on many years and I am shocked at what happened and how horrible they are.
They would be suprised to know that usually I can help them and serve them if they just "give me a chance" and "let me"
They would be suprised about everything regarding me probably because most do make false assumprions about me.
They dont know what Ive been through and experiences and painful past Ive had which helped "form me" "make me" in a way...
They make false assumptions about everything
Also cause had lies spread about me or making look like I was in wrong when was complex long truth and story behnd (this is those that tortured me)
They were sadists, lusty, enjoyed seeing me curled locked up etc Its something I wont write of though here.(but it was bad and is to long to explain)
This is why I now think there are truly ugly souls that need jesus as beautytherapist, because of them....
To me in contact with someone its important to try establish a soulful, spiritual communication with their true self which can be different to the person they are showing outward...maybe they smile but if you hear their soul they cry........