Father, I fell today, the pain was too great to bare.
"How could I have done this?" I whailed within the deepest parts of my heart.
I wept before you time and time again and confessed my sin.
I knew it had broke your heart, for you gave me all the word and power to not walk away.
The separation my sin had caused left an emptiness in my soul.
For a brief time. like Jesus on the cross, when he took upon himself my sin, it felt like you had forsaken me.
Friends and loved ones were wounded, the sting reached far beyond my sin.
How can they ever look up to me again?
Then one day your light shined into my darkness and through your love and healing hands you sent my way they comforted me and restored me by you grace.
Grace, unmerited favor, restored me back in fellowship with you again.
It took time to lift my head again, but deep inside my soul was a carefulness engrained that by your blood, Word and Spirit I would never go there again; for though I fell, repentance turned me back to you again.
Sin is too high a price to pay to wound our relationship in anyway.
Thank you that you were tempted and yet without sin to secure me who is tempted.
It took time but now I walk in freedom with my head held high, remembering who I am, a daughter of the Most High King.
Thank you, Father, for giving your Son to free me from a life of sin, to walk free of sin, knowing I am forgiven. Help me, Father to never fall again.
"How could I have done this?" I whailed within the deepest parts of my heart.
I wept before you time and time again and confessed my sin.
I knew it had broke your heart, for you gave me all the word and power to not walk away.
The separation my sin had caused left an emptiness in my soul.
For a brief time. like Jesus on the cross, when he took upon himself my sin, it felt like you had forsaken me.
Friends and loved ones were wounded, the sting reached far beyond my sin.
How can they ever look up to me again?
Then one day your light shined into my darkness and through your love and healing hands you sent my way they comforted me and restored me by you grace.
Grace, unmerited favor, restored me back in fellowship with you again.
It took time to lift my head again, but deep inside my soul was a carefulness engrained that by your blood, Word and Spirit I would never go there again; for though I fell, repentance turned me back to you again.
Sin is too high a price to pay to wound our relationship in anyway.
Thank you that you were tempted and yet without sin to secure me who is tempted.
It took time but now I walk in freedom with my head held high, remembering who I am, a daughter of the Most High King.
Thank you, Father, for giving your Son to free me from a life of sin, to walk free of sin, knowing I am forgiven. Help me, Father to never fall again.