The scary part when satan told you that you're alone with what you've been through. We have something in common and a lot of others. When you feel that there's no way out, just don't believe that negative thoughts, there's always a way. Ive been in this anxiety for 4 months now. It's starting to get better so far. I didn't take any meds or consult a doctor, just prayer and daily reading the Word. We have great doctor in heaven. Don't be alone on any situation, it's very important that there's someone with you even in your sleep. Keep busy !!!
But it's alright if you seek help from a doctor and take meds. Just pray to God that he'll guide you to find a very good doctor in your area. Acknowledge the Holy Spirit in every decision that you make. We can do this ,sister !!!! God always find a way. God bless !!!