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Hi everyone... I have... Something that's probably really bad to say.
Since I've started going to a religious school, I've started thinking about...erm. "That one guy downstairs" (not sure if it's okay to say the name) and what else resides below... And I've had this tiny little dark thought worm its way into my mind... And I don't even KNOW if it's dark, but I feel bad about it because I think I should... I think that maybe... "S" could maybe find some way to be kind, and I could speak to him... And if something else came.. I'd ask why. I mean, I'm not trying to be bad, but I just sort of wonder about that... If it's bad to say that maybe that chance should be tried... I'm just... Wondering why he is... And why they are...
But is this a bad thing to be thinking?
Since I've started going to a religious school, I've started thinking about...erm. "That one guy downstairs" (not sure if it's okay to say the name) and what else resides below... And I've had this tiny little dark thought worm its way into my mind... And I don't even KNOW if it's dark, but I feel bad about it because I think I should... I think that maybe... "S" could maybe find some way to be kind, and I could speak to him... And if something else came.. I'd ask why. I mean, I'm not trying to be bad, but I just sort of wonder about that... If it's bad to say that maybe that chance should be tried... I'm just... Wondering why he is... And why they are...
But is this a bad thing to be thinking?