I thank you all for praying for me. While I don’t feel as bad as I did, I’m still waking up to more past memories, seems like new ones each day like my mind is purposely finding bad stuff so I can keep feeling down. Not even sure how I’ll shake this. I don’t really have the energy to pray. Not having the suicidal thoughts anymore, Morris just shame and regret. Still feels like I’m on autopilot but I’m glad they say, you can’t change the past.
Oh how I wish I knew I’d be affected like this, I would’ve done many things differently.
