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Im broken on my knees
wondering why god would
make a screw up like me
the tears fall from my eyes
and clash with the blood
from th cuts on my arms
whats the point why not just give in
then god lifted my chin
to look at him
and as i stared into his eyes
its like he knew i wanted to give in
then he wiped away my tears
with his nailed scarred hands
my biggest fear is him not wanting me
he couldnt leave
so i pulled downmy long sleeves
hoping to cover up my sins
i couldnt stand for him to know
i let the devil win again
ii just want to give up
ive had enough
im such a disappoitment to everyone
i dont know what to do
they all hate me, you know its true
and then i swear he read my mind
because then he whispered "i love you"
with tears in his eyes
he pulled up my long sleeves
revealing the cuts i tried to hide
i avoided his eyes
as i heard his cries
then as the tears fell from his face
blending with my tears and blood
i got the courage to look into his eyes
and i saw his forgiving grace
as the tears hit my arm
the scars and cuts disappeared
one by one
they faded from my body
and reappeared on his
it is done god said
then he took my hand
and helped me stand
"god i dont understand
it was my sin
i believed the devils lies
i deserve to die"
my dear child
he replied
i forgive you for your sins
now take my hand
and dance with me
for you are now forever free.
wondering why god would
make a screw up like me
the tears fall from my eyes
and clash with the blood
from th cuts on my arms
whats the point why not just give in
then god lifted my chin
to look at him
and as i stared into his eyes
its like he knew i wanted to give in
then he wiped away my tears
with his nailed scarred hands
my biggest fear is him not wanting me
he couldnt leave
so i pulled downmy long sleeves
hoping to cover up my sins
i couldnt stand for him to know
i let the devil win again
ii just want to give up
ive had enough
im such a disappoitment to everyone
i dont know what to do
they all hate me, you know its true
and then i swear he read my mind
because then he whispered "i love you"
with tears in his eyes
he pulled up my long sleeves
revealing the cuts i tried to hide
i avoided his eyes
as i heard his cries
then as the tears fell from his face
blending with my tears and blood
i got the courage to look into his eyes
and i saw his forgiving grace
as the tears hit my arm
the scars and cuts disappeared
one by one
they faded from my body
and reappeared on his
it is done god said
then he took my hand
and helped me stand
"god i dont understand
it was my sin
i believed the devils lies
i deserve to die"
my dear child
he replied
i forgive you for your sins
now take my hand
and dance with me
for you are now forever free.