My name is Mark and 33 years of wandering in the depths of this globe...im a former agnostic i may consider my self as a destroyer of faith before. for manipulating the faith of soft Christians. were uncertain of everything and the existence of God. i hated God i even use the satanic curse throwing up at heavem the hand sign og satanism i may not a satanist but i used it showing that i have power over my life.
God calls me how many times but i still i take my own path of living.. God even reveals Himself to me through dream i can still recall everything so fresh. The first dream God shows me was i was on a cave like searching for something.and i came across some like a rock coffin and i take a peek i found the face of Jesus his eyes were open and his face filled with water.
The second dream God shows me. I was on a tunnel taking a nap, and a Huge lion shows up and it speaks to me.." IF YOU COME WITH ME YOU WILL SEE LIGHT" i was tremendously terrified so i run off away from the lion i run the fastest as i can.. after that i take a peek behind i see a black panther after me shouting "TO THOSE WHO FOLLOW ME SHALL PERISH".. i just take ta as a normal dream i still take my own path of living scoundrel i even use meth in my high school and college days but not totally addicted to it.
God really puts me to shame and he humbles me. The last 2 months i quit my job as an Network tech or IT im doing some sidelines too on 3d design from that studio..yes i quit my job for not giving me my salary.i got sick for 1 week no cash left on my hand my girl breaksup with me i dont care coz she already borke my trust how many time for her its not cheating but for me i count it as a cheating...i was down broken defeat no hope no palns for the future, seeking some verses in bible and articles to find comforts but still nothing i feel empty and broke i can even eat sleep tired.
BUT GOD CHANGES EVERYTHING... sept 26 2017 i kneel on my knees with agony praying if you cant give me what my heart desire give me a heart to follow you and your path...after taking a shower something marvelous happened inside of me that peace i cannot explain i chat sister destiny she told me it is Gods presence and Spirit until now i feel that peace inside me lingering GOD IS SOO GREAT!!!!he shows mercy on ME! I LOVE YOU LORD no one can snatched me away from your hand AMEN...
Now that i feel the presence of God i reasoned on him inside my thoughts..asking LORD what future do i have to take on my life.. even my passion on game design i cant feel that i want it to go on on that king of field after an hour or two a SDA friend of my message me Mark keep on practicing your 3d design coz they got a contrat on EA Electronic Arts... a big company in US... God really show me which path and still it was on game industry... Now on on the waiting process when to start im just waiting for my friend and his project to God be the Glory
God calls me how many times but i still i take my own path of living.. God even reveals Himself to me through dream i can still recall everything so fresh. The first dream God shows me was i was on a cave like searching for something.and i came across some like a rock coffin and i take a peek i found the face of Jesus his eyes were open and his face filled with water.
The second dream God shows me. I was on a tunnel taking a nap, and a Huge lion shows up and it speaks to me.." IF YOU COME WITH ME YOU WILL SEE LIGHT" i was tremendously terrified so i run off away from the lion i run the fastest as i can.. after that i take a peek behind i see a black panther after me shouting "TO THOSE WHO FOLLOW ME SHALL PERISH".. i just take ta as a normal dream i still take my own path of living scoundrel i even use meth in my high school and college days but not totally addicted to it.
God really puts me to shame and he humbles me. The last 2 months i quit my job as an Network tech or IT im doing some sidelines too on 3d design from that studio..yes i quit my job for not giving me my salary.i got sick for 1 week no cash left on my hand my girl breaksup with me i dont care coz she already borke my trust how many time for her its not cheating but for me i count it as a cheating...i was down broken defeat no hope no palns for the future, seeking some verses in bible and articles to find comforts but still nothing i feel empty and broke i can even eat sleep tired.
BUT GOD CHANGES EVERYTHING... sept 26 2017 i kneel on my knees with agony praying if you cant give me what my heart desire give me a heart to follow you and your path...after taking a shower something marvelous happened inside of me that peace i cannot explain i chat sister destiny she told me it is Gods presence and Spirit until now i feel that peace inside me lingering GOD IS SOO GREAT!!!!he shows mercy on ME! I LOVE YOU LORD no one can snatched me away from your hand AMEN...
Now that i feel the presence of God i reasoned on him inside my thoughts..asking LORD what future do i have to take on my life.. even my passion on game design i cant feel that i want it to go on on that king of field after an hour or two a SDA friend of my message me Mark keep on practicing your 3d design coz they got a contrat on EA Electronic Arts... a big company in US... God really show me which path and still it was on game industry... Now on on the waiting process when to start im just waiting for my friend and his project to God be the Glory