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allyseshawree
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I grew up as a non believer, in a pagan-like home. I came to the Lord at 20, but I still had my past of many poor decisions to haunt me as an adult. I married my high school sweet heart, and my faith was tested as him and I gave birth to a micro premi, weighing 1 lb. 11 oz. God brought my son through it all and strengthened my faith, but afterwards I didnt feel the same. I started to have my past really haunt me, I didnt want to be intimate with my husband and I started to distance myself from him and fall deep into sin in fantasy situations. In January 2011, I asked my husband for a divorce, I just didn't know what to do to make me happy again. But after speaking with some Godly women, I decided to work on my marriage instead of fleeing from it. And in order to work on my marriage, I needed to ask God to start healing those old, past wounds that were making me use negative coping behaviors. I joined a group called Genesis Process, went to marriage counselling and a private counselor. God has been working a miracle in my heart and has rekindled the love and joy I find in my husband and I have to give God all the glory for it! God is good.