God, Help me :(

[Emanuel]

Good day fellow friends, u can call me Eman. about 5 months ago i registered a desinging company when a friend got a renovation project for residential and ask me to help. so he did got the job but under my company.

everything went smooth until in late aug when the owner had some finacial difficulties, so the work stops. until last month i met accidentally met the owner of the of the particular renovation unit. and she ask me, hey when u gonna continue to renovate. then i ask about the payment, it came to my shock when she said my friend already took the cheque from her.

then i look for my friend, and ask him. and he did give me million answers and i know its all lies. we came to agreement together with the owner where my friend will be fully responsible for the whole project. but ended my friend didnt fulfill a single thing after that, so the owner is so angry and call me here and then and i have call and he said to me i didnt sign it and just go like that.and i call my friend again for hundreds of times but didnt pick up.

i feel like the whole world is crashing onto me. im so sad i cant do anything, i cant sleep well, i cant eat well and weeping in my prays which never happen before. and i have to admit i didnt pray for a long time. what will happen to me. i dont know which direction to go, i feel lost, terribly depress, until i cant think anymore i talk to God in my prayer on night "God, im exhausted please take me with u"

and next few days my girlfriend message me "eman, what u ask from God? im exhausted, please take me" my girlfriend is a couple hundred miles away from me. im shocked. how could she know? im alone praying in my dark lonely room where im staying alone. my girlfriend got frustated and ask me, "have u ever think about me when u said this?" i really in terrible stress i said to her" i cant take it anymore, please understand me"

last 2 week i go to church after my long absent. the preacher said "please let go, so He can help u" so from last night after a long thought i let go myself entirely so last night i can sleep a little well. i pray to God "please end this soon or im afraid i gonna be crazy"

Please help me God....
I feel helpless, the world suddenly so dark to me.
Help me...

 

[giantone]

The world sometimes throws everything at you and its easy to say cast your burden on the Lord for He cares for you. Some things you need to do is pray the psalms, fast, decide to be thankful. You still have your health, you still have a future, even if things get worse God will always be there be thankful about that. Is Jesus your rock and you high tower and your refuge, tell Him and meditate on things in the Word that will build you up and if you've sinned confess it and quit it. The solution may not come quickly or may not come but those who put there trust in the Lord shall be saved and if things don't turn out like you want, they can still turn out well. Passive faith doesn't do anything, seek God seek His Word. Circumstances are not a big deal with God.

I like Psalms 18. and if you decide to fast first learn about it and only do a small one first.


Isaiah 59:19 So shall they fear the name of the LORD from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the LORD shall lift up a standard against him.

 

[Emanuel]

thanks giantone its very nice of u, i will go home and pray the psalms. but if im stuck with this. i think im done

 

[pickles]

It is in our darkest hours that Our Lord God glorifies himself. You are in my prayers.
God bless, pickles

 

[Emanuel]

thanks pickles, really thanks alot. as thing drag on im suffers more emotionally and pshysically. just hope it ends soon.

Dear Father,

i know i being a bad christian last time, didnt pray for a long long time, and didnt attend church too. but please help me, im feel so helplessly now...