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well..This is my testimony and how God has worked in my life. take a seat! 
. I left Spain when I was 1 to Australia. at the age of 10 I understood what Jesus done for me and acceptd Him into my heart. I kept this to myself for many years. but life goes on and I lived my own life and didnt take God seriously.We lived very well. Had everthing we need monery health bright future..
When I was 17 my parents decided to go to Australia to live. There I realised that I had lost everything I had, my friends, studies, language, couldnt comunicate felt alone, my Mum got breast cancer, my father drepression,my brother adapted well he was very young and my sister just lived her own life. And ME noone to talk to fustrated with my life, got depressed didnt Know existed until I had it. Failed year 11 3 times. Thought I was gonna go crazy, wanted to die.
Luckily my parents always made me go to church. There, there was a big youth group with really good meeting. I dont know exactly when or how but I realised that God used all these things in my life to show me that the only REALLY thing I needed in life was HIM. nothing else! He had to take everything away from me to show me this. And thats when I dicided to commit myself TOTALLY to HIm. I started to read the Bible for the first time, pray like I never prayed before, felt God like I never though u could. my life had a new meaning. Everything started to make sense.I was filled with pease and love.I felt sooo blessed. God cured my mother.went back to Australia to finish studies. Came back and met my now husband. Now a preacher, leader of Bible studies in our Church....
. But like evryone a christian life isnt easy, u have ups and downs.One of my DOWNS was when we realised that it was nearly ceratin that we couldnt have children. now I really fell into a depression. 10 times worse than the first one. felt angry, fustrated, angry with God, forgotten by him 6 years of depression and stayed away. I decided one day to pray every day, day by day I prayed crying. on my Knees. And I started to feel better, I had this pease inside that u cant just explain, I accepted this(not having children) I was happy I just trusted in god no matter what happened. if I had children it was o.k. if I didnt o.k.
Then 1 month later I learnt that I was PREGNANT!. I was in shock. the doctors couldnt beleive it!
It was a mirical. I felt sooo blessed and ashamed for all those years of unfaithfilness and . I havnt been in a depression scince......
well life goes on and like we humans are, we tend to forget what God does for U. Being a christian isnt easy. u havto fight the battle everyday. And im fighting. Feel God blessings when i fight and its incredible how god can bless u through a chat. Made good friends here who are being used by god and are helping me to get back on the track.
. I left Spain when I was 1 to Australia. at the age of 10 I understood what Jesus done for me and acceptd Him into my heart. I kept this to myself for many years. but life goes on and I lived my own life and didnt take God seriously.We lived very well. Had everthing we need monery health bright future.. When I was 17 my parents decided to go to Australia to live. There I realised that I had lost everything I had, my friends, studies, language, couldnt comunicate felt alone, my Mum got breast cancer, my father drepression,my brother adapted well he was very young and my sister just lived her own life. And ME noone to talk to fustrated with my life, got depressed didnt Know existed until I had it. Failed year 11 3 times. Thought I was gonna go crazy, wanted to die.
Luckily my parents always made me go to church. There, there was a big youth group with really good meeting. I dont know exactly when or how but I realised that God used all these things in my life to show me that the only REALLY thing I needed in life was HIM. nothing else! He had to take everything away from me to show me this. And thats when I dicided to commit myself TOTALLY to HIm. I started to read the Bible for the first time, pray like I never prayed before, felt God like I never though u could. my life had a new meaning. Everything started to make sense.I was filled with pease and love.I felt sooo blessed. God cured my mother.went back to Australia to finish studies. Came back and met my now husband. Now a preacher, leader of Bible studies in our Church....
. But like evryone a christian life isnt easy, u have ups and downs.One of my DOWNS was when we realised that it was nearly ceratin that we couldnt have children. now I really fell into a depression. 10 times worse than the first one. felt angry, fustrated, angry with God, forgotten by him 6 years of depression and stayed away. I decided one day to pray every day, day by day I prayed crying. on my Knees. And I started to feel better, I had this pease inside that u cant just explain, I accepted this(not having children) I was happy I just trusted in god no matter what happened. if I had children it was o.k. if I didnt o.k.
Then 1 month later I learnt that I was PREGNANT!. I was in shock. the doctors couldnt beleive it!
It was a mirical. I felt sooo blessed and ashamed for all those years of unfaithfilness and . I havnt been in a depression scince......
well life goes on and like we humans are, we tend to forget what God does for U. Being a christian isnt easy. u havto fight the battle everyday. And im fighting. Feel God blessings when i fight and its incredible how god can bless u through a chat. Made good friends here who are being used by god and are helping me to get back on the track.