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I need who ever reads this to pray for me. My husband an I have been married for 10 years now. He has his life an I have mine is where we are at. He will not invest any time in our marriage until he feels like it or if he wants something. Also I need prayer for patience with my husband, kids, life as frustrating as it is. It feels as though I in the "wilderness" It feels as though I'm going through a season of testing an trials. I need help, I need Patience, I need to learn how to be a better role model, I need to learn to watch what I say an how I act when I'm tired, sick, hungry or angery. My weakest moments. I pray that God will help us to get away from living paycheck to paycheck which is very stressful. Also stressful when my husband gets numerous oppertunitys for advancement in his Job (which means more money so we wont be broke all the time) an he turns them all down. Makes me very angry. We live in a town where everythings drying up an moving away so theres no Jobs for women here .(there already taken or you have to have several degrees) Which is also making me angry that I can't go get a Job. The nearest Job would be an hour away an with Gas going up an no family to help with kids I have no choice but to stay home. an I need help with my thought life the devil is coming at me agressivly in that dept. I NEED HELP! before I loose it!