When my fiancee and I split, it was difficult for me. But now I realize that it was to draw my attention to the Lord, and to dedicate my life to him. I have a much better companionship with God now, and I recieve blessings in my life frequently because of that. In fact, just yesterday I had a conversation with people 3 people I hardly knew, about God, and the evidence of his word. It was awesome, it is always a blessing to be able to plant the seed in someone's mind about the Good News. I can't wait to see what God has in store for me next, and the people that i come in contact with!