Heavy Heart

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I have so many things I have done in my life wrong. My marriage is wrong. I struggle to read the Bible and it feels to be a chore sometimes. I have been promiscuous, made money in horrible ways, and done drugs. Stolen and lied. But I have been baptized. And I want God to touch me the way he touches others. I want it so bad I cry for it. I do not want to put too much on here about what I have done. But I feel God is trying to pull me to him. Lately things have gotten bad for me. Ever since I started this site. I think Satan knows he is losing. But I know I still need help. God has done things so great in my life and I have met awesome people. But it is me. For some reason I can not connect fully and I do not know why. If anyone has anything to say to help, I would love to hear it. I want to help others so much. But I know I am still not there.
 
Christianbound! You should never read the Bible as a chore! Get into God's word because you want to know what God wants you to know, because you want to live how God wants you to live! I want you to pray more, and as many prayers as it takes, keep praying! Pray that God would show you what you need to do and have to do, and that He would draw you closer to His will in your life! That He opens your eyes! Always keep your eyes on Him tho! Because He is Everything! Do not look to the left or to the right, or look back, but always look ahead and keep your eyes on Him! Also pray for the God's grace to change. You have to get rooted in God first, then you will start feeling joy as you start doing God's work that He wants you to do. You'll start helping people that He wants you to help and receive joy when you are finished, and also reading the Bible will never feel like a chore again! Actually, on the contrary near the top! :P!

Please read this in your Bible; Matt 11:30.
 
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I'm glad this site helped you! yes this is a wonderful site! But you can't let this site get in the way of praising God either, a lttle time is fine. Too much isn't! lol!