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Hey guys, allow me to introduce myself.... Uhm... Just call me Jel! I am new, started about... 15 minutes ago.
Anyways, my life so far.... It's... Unpleasant for me really... I'm... Unsure about my faith.. I believe in God but I keep on performing bad acts.. Such as giving into temptation, Lying :S, I've taken out my anger on furniture and other equipment in the house. :/
Also I'm curious about satanism, I explore the websites and occasionally listen to the genre of '' Black metal '' ( for those who are unaware of what Black metal is Black metal is often cryptic and... Vague and evil, often sing about Satan and praising him.) and days later my mind gets violent, I dream about my friends, and.... sometimes me beating them up...
I'm just lost in life, I dunno what to do, or where to go :'( Please people, I don't want the Lord to thrown upon me, I want this guilt taken away from me! I ask you... Please people Pleeeaaassseee Pray!
Thanks guys, I really really do appreciate this
Anyways, my life so far.... It's... Unpleasant for me really... I'm... Unsure about my faith.. I believe in God but I keep on performing bad acts.. Such as giving into temptation, Lying :S, I've taken out my anger on furniture and other equipment in the house. :/
Also I'm curious about satanism, I explore the websites and occasionally listen to the genre of '' Black metal '' ( for those who are unaware of what Black metal is Black metal is often cryptic and... Vague and evil, often sing about Satan and praising him.) and days later my mind gets violent, I dream about my friends, and.... sometimes me beating them up...
I'm just lost in life, I dunno what to do, or where to go :'( Please people, I don't want the Lord to thrown upon me, I want this guilt taken away from me! I ask you... Please people Pleeeaaassseee Pray!
Thanks guys, I really really do appreciate this