actually ,. i'm not deleting my own account and i'm not trying to block someone,. i really got confused regarding with my problem with this,. i have a friend and i know her exact nickname here in christianchat, we used to talked several times then tomorrow came ,. i just wanna search her name and send an email but unfortunately she's gone don't know why i couldn't search her in my friend's list i really couldn't even ,., and i believe i didn't do anything wrong for her to get upset and block me or something......