Hello,
I want to tell you the truth that god tells me all time when i think as worldly person.
You were once a single cell when created in mother's womb, but gradually someone or something made you in to fully grown individual who now constitutes trillions of cells- A living object. In other words, you are a wonderful creation, but unlike any other creation(living or non living) you were gifted with a brain (which itself is another wonder) that lets you think what to do ,why to do and how to do. But in addition, you were also given authority to decide what your life should be. Being highly evolved living object on earth, you have chance to know your creator.
Now God is constant stable- Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient. If you want life, you have to be with the one who gave it you. God is constant and not changing. He wants to see you, me, everyone growing. But life on earth was not without problems- there is a cycle of weakening & death. The hunter wants you to fall, in order for which he has to pull you down and weaken you. So hunter used a trap (which is the FOUR lettered word which i prefer not to utter), the trap is something attractive at the beginning (victims are ignorant and curious)and later a fully grown addiction(Monster which controls you). Now, you are two persons in one- One who wants to live and the other who is insensitive enough to not grasp truth, cant grasp truth seeing, can't grasp truth after hearing.
You need to win over yourself. Fortunately, you were not born before christ but 2000 years after champion called jesus was born. Your body is the temple of Christ, so you must respect it. You are no longer a creature born so that you die in sin. Pleasures are not pleasures that you think. Sin rules the life of those who obey it. So, say no to Slavery and instead bring in new freedom given by God in the form of Christ. From now on, you are not a slave, you can smell the air of freedom. Freedom gives new hope, new life and new happiness which is always new. You no longer need to search for basic necessities because they will be granted to you by god until you offer yourself as a sheep of the best shepherd. The Shepherd anoints you so that you be healthy, he cleans you of sin in heart, he cleans your spirit, body and mind. He will surely guide you in this hostile world.
Therefore, submit yourself to shepherd. I am sure is already searching you, just try to go around searching, you'll surely find him. Ask him never to leave you. I'm sure he understands. Forget everything, but never forget to keep yourself following him. That's it, your body , mind and spirit are safe in his hands. No enemy comes to exploit them. From now on, you no more just a living object but a wonderful, happy spiritual object.
All the best. God wants you in heaven and he has many hopes on his child.