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hello,
my name is cary. i use the name alice slayer though. why? alice because it always seems like a wonderland. slayer not for the band it just sounds good. im the only gothic/emo/punk/metalhead at my church and i get alot of crap about it. im usualy the girl no one or a single person talks to. and i cut myself alot. i thought going to this church lakeland church with my friend would save me and would help me. it did at frist and i started loving my life living for jesus. but sadly...the harrassment started. i was labled a horse for my messed teeth and a whore because i had sex before marriage. i was ethier shuned at school or harrassed horribley. so i started to loose faith since people were loosing me. in youth group i would barely talk and the leaders thought nothing of it because of my style. which tore me apart even more. and i slowly lost my friends in youth group. i need helpful,supportive friends. to save me from my self.i tried dating a christian boy from my church. but he only has sex on his mind. and broke up with me because i didnt want to have it with him. so if someone could please help me id appericate it deeply. im just a simple dirty minded girl who needs to be saved from ending her life and spending it in a eternal wonderland
xoxox~♥
Alice Slayer♥
my name is cary. i use the name alice slayer though. why? alice because it always seems like a wonderland. slayer not for the band it just sounds good. im the only gothic/emo/punk/metalhead at my church and i get alot of crap about it. im usualy the girl no one or a single person talks to. and i cut myself alot. i thought going to this church lakeland church with my friend would save me and would help me. it did at frist and i started loving my life living for jesus. but sadly...the harrassment started. i was labled a horse for my messed teeth and a whore because i had sex before marriage. i was ethier shuned at school or harrassed horribley. so i started to loose faith since people were loosing me. in youth group i would barely talk and the leaders thought nothing of it because of my style. which tore me apart even more. and i slowly lost my friends in youth group. i need helpful,supportive friends. to save me from my self.i tried dating a christian boy from my church. but he only has sex on his mind. and broke up with me because i didnt want to have it with him. so if someone could please help me id appericate it deeply. im just a simple dirty minded girl who needs to be saved from ending her life and spending it in a eternal wonderland
xoxox~♥
Alice Slayer♥