Helpless/Hopeless/Desperate

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Dear brothers and sisters, I have written on many other occassions. I am still suffering from the same conditions I feel I am going to Hell. I feel I have no Soul and that I am not covered by the blood of Jesus. I feel the Lord informed me of this inside my heart. I suffer from panic attacks every single day.I have seen doctors, psychiatrists, counselors, and have taken Meds. Nothing helps.I pray and pray but things go from bad to worse.I have no life. I am existing not living. I ask God every single day to restore me and make me whole. I do not want to die in this condition. My own brother-in-law says I am being selfish.How can he call me selfish!!!I DO NOT want to be this way. I was in a Psych facility once for depression but I was treated horrendously!!!Will never do that again.I am not Schizophrenic, according to doctors. I am just depressed. But I cannot take anymore!!!!The only person that understands is my mom.PLEASE ask God to restore me. Ask HIm to make me a new creation in HIm. I was a schoolteacher who LOVED her job until this happened.I want to feel I have a purpose in this life and having panic attacks everyday does not allow me to have purpose. Please do not tell me that we must suffer because Jesus suffered. You know what? I have had it with platitudes and references to the Bible. I need a mighty intervention from GOD. I cannot wait anymore. With love, jeaniebeanie(Jeanette Bonano)P.S.Please excuse any errors in spelling.
 
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Hi Jeanette,
So sorry to hear that you're in misery. Depression is like a great pit. I'll be praying for the Holy Spirit to intervene in your life and help you out of that pit. I'll pray that Christian friends will be prompted to reach out to you. Also, that you seek out people nearby that can help you....please seek help.

Do you belong to a church?

What is your physical health like? Are you taking medication?
 
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Dear Lord we lift up Jeanette Bonano in prayer. We ask in the name of Jesus for her healing. Lord HEAR Our Prayers and send people who will help in her healing and recovery. May your Holy Spirit move in her life and touch it in a way only Your love and guidance can. Bind the demons that plague her and cast them far from her, allow her again to work and be the person you created her to be. Place in her your pure heart. Surround her with your shield of faith and cover her in your blood O Christ and redeem her from whatever sin or guilt or darkness that is trying to over take her and her life. Lord Give her peace and remind her that you did NOT place in her a spirit of FEAR but of LOVE and POWER and a Sound Mind. Lord we pray for our sister in Christ and we ask you to be with us and guide us so that we might be Your hands and feet in this world. In Jesus Holy Name we pray, Amen.

message me if you need someone to talk to. love you sis. :)
 
Dear AnandaHya,Thank you for your beautiful prayer. I am tired of people blaming me for my situation. You do not blame me or think I am in self pity because I am not. I do not wish to feel this way. I would like to be able to work as a schoolteacher again , even though I am 49 years old but because of the fear and horrendous panic attacks I am not able to. I am tired of feeling cut off from God and His mercy.I need to feel like a normal human being again.Love , Jeanette Bonano
 
Praying for you and will keep praying that Jesus will bring His miracules healing in your life!
We thankyou Dear Jesus and we praise you God Our Father for your perfect care and healing.

Hugs hugs and God bless.
pickles
 
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