Hi Viva, and welcome to CC! You know, one of my favorite scripture verses is Revelation 3:20. Are you familiar with it? It's amazing, but that verse in particular has not only brought me into a right relationship with Christ -- but also a richer, deeper, more intimate one! So check it out for yourself, and ask Jesus to reveal himself in more amazing ways to you
God richly bless you, Viva -- and may He do for you what He's done for me (and even greater things!)
Yours in Him,
~Linette