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I wanna share wih you an experience I recently did.
Some week ago I didn't feel very well and on wednesday night I had a high temperature.
Honestly,when I realized that, I was "happy" because lately I've been passing through hard spiritual moments in which I had felt tired of many things,so staying in bed seemed a good way to "relax". I thanked God for that and I went to bed.
I thought It would have been an opportunity to relax from all my everyday routine.
This fever,instead,led me to understand lots of things. I felt so bad during the following days because this fever was due to a stomach virus,so I had high temperature,nausea,vomit and started to feel very weak for all of this:I couldn't eat and I had to drink ,but everytime I drank I felt bad. This condition lasted from wednesday to the next monday. During this time,there were moments in which I felt better,so I thought a lot about this. I didn't expect it was so hard this time and in the same time I felt in my heart that something spiritually was going to teach me something through this condition. I started to think a lot about "sufferance" in general.
The more I felt bad,the more I thought about my life in general and I could see my heart like an open book in front of God : I could feel all my emotions in front of God,how I really felt in front of him,all of my disappointments in life,all of my strain.There were also times in which I felt better and there had been some time in which I started to sing a little,listeining to music and praising God in bed and I could feel His Love,His Presence of a loving Father.It didn't matter if I was alone in that moment,I knew He was there with me.
I could realize that this moment was leading the Spirit to teach me something very important : sufferance transforms lives of people, sufferance can open your heart to things you can't realize in everyday routine.Sufferance often becomes the way to transform your heart feeling a new "spiritual dimension" and a much more real presence of God in your life.
You know,after all of this suffering I had,I've felt "transformed": at first I started to feel "down" because of all the medicines I took,but in the same time I have felt "surrendered" to the Spirit. His presence in that moment has been so strong that the physical pain - although unbearable,unacceptable - seemed less painful than the Spiritual pain I had to face.
I had to face a part of my life which I had hidden inside of me.I started to think at all of my disappointments in life,all of my anger for all the things I didn't receive,all of my "darkness" I had to face in light of the Spirit and I could clearly feel that this was the time in whcih I had to face them with the help of the Spirit.Some day before all of this,I had been so angry at my family in general and one day,as I was waiting for my mom in car, because of my mom's delay, I had told her :" I hate depending on people" in a very angry way coming from my heart. Well,during this time in which I had this flue,It seemed that all of my family had to help me because of this illnes,and I was "depending on others".
You know what,It hasn't been a "happy" experience,but I could feel His Presence and His Love of aFather .
He knows why I had to pass through this and I wanted to share it with You.
Whatever sufferance you're passing through,let the Spirit guide You,to let you understand the reason of it.
His Love is always present,even in this suffering Time.
Probably some sufferance has a clear meaning in Life only at the end of it,and in the meantime you could see the Spirit working in you and sometime shaping you in the form you need to be for His Love.
As a loving Father,He knows how to show You His Love during the hard times of sufferance.
Obviously, my experience is something little compared to the big sufferance people have in life,so I just hope it could be an encouragement for you with my little experience.
God Bless You.
John
I wanna share wih you an experience I recently did.
Some week ago I didn't feel very well and on wednesday night I had a high temperature.
Honestly,when I realized that, I was "happy" because lately I've been passing through hard spiritual moments in which I had felt tired of many things,so staying in bed seemed a good way to "relax". I thanked God for that and I went to bed.
I thought It would have been an opportunity to relax from all my everyday routine.
This fever,instead,led me to understand lots of things. I felt so bad during the following days because this fever was due to a stomach virus,so I had high temperature,nausea,vomit and started to feel very weak for all of this:I couldn't eat and I had to drink ,but everytime I drank I felt bad. This condition lasted from wednesday to the next monday. During this time,there were moments in which I felt better,so I thought a lot about this. I didn't expect it was so hard this time and in the same time I felt in my heart that something spiritually was going to teach me something through this condition. I started to think a lot about "sufferance" in general.
The more I felt bad,the more I thought about my life in general and I could see my heart like an open book in front of God : I could feel all my emotions in front of God,how I really felt in front of him,all of my disappointments in life,all of my strain.There were also times in which I felt better and there had been some time in which I started to sing a little,listeining to music and praising God in bed and I could feel His Love,His Presence of a loving Father.It didn't matter if I was alone in that moment,I knew He was there with me.
I could realize that this moment was leading the Spirit to teach me something very important : sufferance transforms lives of people, sufferance can open your heart to things you can't realize in everyday routine.Sufferance often becomes the way to transform your heart feeling a new "spiritual dimension" and a much more real presence of God in your life.
You know,after all of this suffering I had,I've felt "transformed": at first I started to feel "down" because of all the medicines I took,but in the same time I have felt "surrendered" to the Spirit. His presence in that moment has been so strong that the physical pain - although unbearable,unacceptable - seemed less painful than the Spiritual pain I had to face.
I had to face a part of my life which I had hidden inside of me.I started to think at all of my disappointments in life,all of my anger for all the things I didn't receive,all of my "darkness" I had to face in light of the Spirit and I could clearly feel that this was the time in whcih I had to face them with the help of the Spirit.Some day before all of this,I had been so angry at my family in general and one day,as I was waiting for my mom in car, because of my mom's delay, I had told her :" I hate depending on people" in a very angry way coming from my heart. Well,during this time in which I had this flue,It seemed that all of my family had to help me because of this illnes,and I was "depending on others".
You know what,It hasn't been a "happy" experience,but I could feel His Presence and His Love of aFather .
He knows why I had to pass through this and I wanted to share it with You.
Whatever sufferance you're passing through,let the Spirit guide You,to let you understand the reason of it.
His Love is always present,even in this suffering Time.
Probably some sufferance has a clear meaning in Life only at the end of it,and in the meantime you could see the Spirit working in you and sometime shaping you in the form you need to be for His Love.
As a loving Father,He knows how to show You His Love during the hard times of sufferance.
Obviously, my experience is something little compared to the big sufferance people have in life,so I just hope it could be an encouragement for you with my little experience.
God Bless You.
John