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moopoo1
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To be accepted as i am, not often have i felt this until recently.. I know God does say come as i am ... but in man i have constantly had to fit someone elses agenda or i am doing the wrong thing. The decision i have made have not been accetable by others, i am either too much or too needy, judged because im divorced and now want a life, like this would be a wrong thing to want. I have raised 2 boys for the most part on my own and yet im still thought of like i just dont quite fit an expectation of what I should be. I love Jesus and this makes me acceptable to God.. I made the best decision in my life...i cannot measure up to what u want me to be, i wont fit it.. This is how God made me and he loves me.. i love you and accept you for who you are, i miss you and long to talk about the fathers business...
I am in his sight a beautiful princess, he told me so. He put in me giftings unique to me. There is not another one of me, he planned me long ago. I have a purpose and that is to love others.
I met this most amazing christian man who wants the very best for me, he loves and accepts me like i have never known before. Every day he tells me that I am the most beautiful woman in the world. Jesus is made first with us. He spends as much time with me as I need. He make me a priority in his life. He encourages me and see's in me what God does. There is ministry between us. Truely truely I have never known anything like it.... but still I will be Judged because it wont fit what others deem to be the "norm". I will be told its wrong, that there must be someone else, someone closer, someone more my own age. Instead of loving me and standing in prayer along side me I will have the weight of condemnation. Even though God is blessing it, man wants to destroy it because it doesnt fit an expectation.. so today i say to you... I break free from your expectations of me.. I no longer conform to the world and its views. I only have my eyes fixed on Jesus and go about the work of the kingdom, I shake loose from all the chains of the past and step into what God has planned for my life. I dont need your love, your blessing although i yearn for it... i love you as i am called to do and my heart stays in this place.. I pray for you that God would bless you abundantly till your cup overflows..
yours truely
Mandi
I am in his sight a beautiful princess, he told me so. He put in me giftings unique to me. There is not another one of me, he planned me long ago. I have a purpose and that is to love others.
I met this most amazing christian man who wants the very best for me, he loves and accepts me like i have never known before. Every day he tells me that I am the most beautiful woman in the world. Jesus is made first with us. He spends as much time with me as I need. He make me a priority in his life. He encourages me and see's in me what God does. There is ministry between us. Truely truely I have never known anything like it.... but still I will be Judged because it wont fit what others deem to be the "norm". I will be told its wrong, that there must be someone else, someone closer, someone more my own age. Instead of loving me and standing in prayer along side me I will have the weight of condemnation. Even though God is blessing it, man wants to destroy it because it doesnt fit an expectation.. so today i say to you... I break free from your expectations of me.. I no longer conform to the world and its views. I only have my eyes fixed on Jesus and go about the work of the kingdom, I shake loose from all the chains of the past and step into what God has planned for my life. I dont need your love, your blessing although i yearn for it... i love you as i am called to do and my heart stays in this place.. I pray for you that God would bless you abundantly till your cup overflows..
yours truely
Mandi