i dont know really

[Levichevett]

im not sure if this is a proper testimony but well a few years ago i met this guy online and he was honestly the first time i considered God as maybe being real. i grew up with religion and that but i didnt get on with these people so i didnt really want to have the same beliefs as them. but this guy is probably the best person ive ever known. i cant even contact him anymore. he stopped talking to me randomly one day. his name was Juan. i remember once he woke up to this song about being a hero to someone and just at that time i messaged him and he said that if God wants to help me through him then he'll try. another time i messaged him thanking him for being there for me and that he was like a father to me and he told me that hed just been on the phone to his daughter who doesnt want to see him anymore and it felt like he was losing her but then God was also giving him me too. i was pretty messed up back then and i said some quite inapropiate stuff and he told his friend/girlfriend about it and she said he should stop talking to me but he said that he couldnt do that and i was acting like that because i need help and support, not because i mean it. i dont really know what my point in this is but this guy was an inspiration. i just wish i could talk to him again. or just know hes alright.

 

[Willie-T]

I think he knows. He was just trying to make everyone happy, and it may have shook him up a little that it seemed to get a bit confusing.

 

[sveinen]

you might be his alright
he might be with you in spirit.. or passed somewhy. when you wish him well, you might be "his christ." or Christs Giant Helper
Christ Eternal Eternal.
heart..
please say Jesus Christ all the time. ..please find a girl, please don't think science is worth anything.
LoveLoveLove

 

[didymos]

Let go, online friendships usually don't last.

 

[Levichevett]

Let go, online friendships usually don't last.

But why can't they? I'm a hell of a lot nicer and more keener to keep my online friends then my real life friends. I love them more - they care about me.

 

[Matthew24]

are you a christian?

 

[Levichevett]

are you a christian?

yes why?? >_<

 

[Little_Woman]

I read your thread!
I wanna say something
but I advise you
that I'm not bilingual at all.
It sure that I did my possible
to understand but I can tell you
right now maybe I'm doing mistakes
for the next messages.
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I see that you suffer a lot of being solitary.
At some point,
you have met a friend on internet.
But you don't see him anymore
for I don't know why
but it doesn't concern me
why you don't see your friend.
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It seems weird what I will say
but it's on my mind what I wanna say.
The majority of the time I'm alone
in sense of yes God is there
but I have not any friends around me.
Things I want to say,
to relax your mind you can always
yes open the Bible at night or in the morning or in the afternoon but one thing.
One truly thing I decided to tell you.
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Don't or never hesitate to go outside
walking, spending energy to make you feeling good.
I on each day, I go outside for a ride,
to breathe air, nature.
I go to places that contain no much crowds. If never I see people I don't feel,
I just turn back and take another way
or I just don't look at them
or I change for another way.
Then, I tell you to take care of yourself
and to breathe outside.
I assure you,
it will make you feel alright after!
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Finally,
about the Holy Bible,
look upon verses thay touched
your heart and keep them on
your soul in that way,
it will be easy and simple
for you to come near God.