Aww, Sel, you have so much promise in life, God has greatly gifted you, milady.
It is not easy being 16 , I remember 16, there is so much new freedom and the Devil wants you to experience all the bad of that power that is now in you.
You can choose whom you want to serve, you have ability to choose and you have the power of God to make a good choice as much as the Enemy wants you to choose him.
One is a deceptive face smiling seductively, wanting you to fail, especially as you ask questions of God and serving Him, Satan is that lurid face, Sel, AND, the other face that shows you joy, holds His arms,open for you to come to Him, 'Come to Me, Sel, I hear your questions asked in Christian Chat, striking questions of wise inquisition, you're a natural inquirer and your questions help others who are helping you trying. Will you accept this help from them Me, I face you now, my Spirit cries out for you to Love you with My Love. Oh, My Love, sel, oh, My Love, Sel, it will be sooo good for you, completely usurping the tainted, sickly-sweet love that will draw you in by telling you doing bad thinking things and stuff to yourself IS GOOD. It will look good , too, but it will be very bad for you.'
' Sel, you can see Me, I know you can, I have so much for you to do in life, you're going through what young people go through. Oh, but you can come to Me, for your thirst, and, you will be slaked, satisfied, I will overflow your life with blessings of life like you knew not before.'
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Sel, choose Him to be over you, keeping you, do things that help you move forward understanding God, pray for this knowledge, milady, God gives us,what we ask for, and, when we cry out to Him He truly does things-in His timing- that show us signs of Him, it's OK to pray for signs for you now, Sel, the Lord leads, I pray right now, dear Lord....amen.
There is so much power in prayer, keep seeing that family of your church if it was goodness for you. You will know what is good for you from Him when you, stop,, drop, and, cry to Jesus. God bless you, Sel, now, go put a leash on your cat(s) and give them a walk around your yard. Like you love dem cats, your cat, is,how God Loves you , so much Love, Sel, from Him. God is your Father in Heaven.