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hey, i wrote here before. It's just thta at the moment, i'm feeling really sad now, because i miss my dad. I mean, we used to be really close. I used to want to be like him, he was my role model. He used to work a lot though. He'd leave early and come home late. Well, now finding out that reason was because of him promiscuous ways. I would live for Sundays, because that's the family day, he didn't work every other sunday, so that's wen we'd have time together as a family. It jus really hurts that he didn't love me enough to want to spend time with me, ya know. Instead he spent time with other women, not his kids...but i still looked up to him, i never knew, and now that i do, and everything has happened, i feel so much anger towards him. The Lord is healing ma anger though, slowly, but he is, but everything's changed now. I don't think i could ever have such a close relationship with my dad ever again. He's never home, or nething, well, he's living somewhere else, n i hardly see him. He's not even acting like himself anymore. It honestly feels as if he's not there anymore, like he's a different person. I miss my dad, i really do. but I know everything happens for a reason. and the Lord will take care of me.