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Hi, how r u? Hope u well. I'm ok. I hope it’s not too strange that u r receiving a message from me since u don’t know me and I don’t u either. I hope it’s not too strange for u.
Let me just give u a brief background of myself and my history so that you can understand me better. I was born in a Christian family as an Anglican and I have been going to that Church all my life until about 3 years ago when I moved away from home. Although i went to Church I never really had a connection with God or accepted him totally. It was just a formality thing that the family would go to Church on Sundays. It dint mean much to me.
When i left home for College I began going to another Church. Although I have been going there for 3 years i can say that my relationship with God has not improved. I feel encouraged when i go to Church, but as soon as I get back I begin to sin again. I have never had the courage to go for an altar call. I have done a lot of stupid things in the past 6 or so months. Things that i regret and things I can’t forgive myself for. I have prayed for some of them but i just don’t seem to feel better and I constantly repeat them.
I know it’s asking for too much strangers, but maybe one day I will have the courage to reveal my identity. I don’t know who u r but based on your posts here I have concluded that i could learn some things from the people here. I am looking for someone to be accountable to. Someone i can ask questions, and ask for guidance where I am not sure.
I have realised that my life has this meaninglessness and emptiness and I think a good relationship with God may help me become a better person and forgive myself for some of the things I have done. I have difficulties opening up to people around me, I tend to withdraw and just keep to myself. I lack the courage to ask for help outright, from people at the Church I go to or my fellow collegues. I AM LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE I CAN BE ACCOUNTABLE TO, SOMEONE WHO CAN GUIDE ME, SOMEONE I CAN OPEN UP TO.
I am not able to offer u anything in return and i do not expect anything for you as well. It’s ok if u do not want to help, or if u cannot be of any help or maybe u r just not interested. No hard feelings.
I am a 23 year old feamle student, so i might relate better with and to other females. But anyone willing to help will be greatly apperciated. I am a bit nervous about this too, but i trust that i stand to benefit and become the person i want to be, so its fine. You r welcome to email me or reply to the post. Thanks for reading my message.
Kind regards
Let me just give u a brief background of myself and my history so that you can understand me better. I was born in a Christian family as an Anglican and I have been going to that Church all my life until about 3 years ago when I moved away from home. Although i went to Church I never really had a connection with God or accepted him totally. It was just a formality thing that the family would go to Church on Sundays. It dint mean much to me.
When i left home for College I began going to another Church. Although I have been going there for 3 years i can say that my relationship with God has not improved. I feel encouraged when i go to Church, but as soon as I get back I begin to sin again. I have never had the courage to go for an altar call. I have done a lot of stupid things in the past 6 or so months. Things that i regret and things I can’t forgive myself for. I have prayed for some of them but i just don’t seem to feel better and I constantly repeat them.
I know it’s asking for too much strangers, but maybe one day I will have the courage to reveal my identity. I don’t know who u r but based on your posts here I have concluded that i could learn some things from the people here. I am looking for someone to be accountable to. Someone i can ask questions, and ask for guidance where I am not sure.
I have realised that my life has this meaninglessness and emptiness and I think a good relationship with God may help me become a better person and forgive myself for some of the things I have done. I have difficulties opening up to people around me, I tend to withdraw and just keep to myself. I lack the courage to ask for help outright, from people at the Church I go to or my fellow collegues. I AM LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE I CAN BE ACCOUNTABLE TO, SOMEONE WHO CAN GUIDE ME, SOMEONE I CAN OPEN UP TO.
I am not able to offer u anything in return and i do not expect anything for you as well. It’s ok if u do not want to help, or if u cannot be of any help or maybe u r just not interested. No hard feelings.
I am a 23 year old feamle student, so i might relate better with and to other females. But anyone willing to help will be greatly apperciated. I am a bit nervous about this too, but i trust that i stand to benefit and become the person i want to be, so its fine. You r welcome to email me or reply to the post. Thanks for reading my message.
Kind regards
