Rodney and I had started to try and work on our marriage . He stays at his sister's and spend some nights with me. Although I don't like this arrangement. He's been staying out all night and drinking a lot. Today I made a statement to him that I have to look out for our daughter 15 yrs. old and myself. That sent him over the anger edge and it all went down hill. I started talking back and said some bad words back to him . He told me to go to legal aide and do whatever he does not care. later I called to make peace and to appalogize for what ever I said to anger him and he cursed me out , using f bombs and other words. he also said he he's through and that he will be over friday to get his things. This is not what I wanted . I want my marriage to work. please pray that we will work through this . it seems like I just can't win. I don't know what else I can do . I have been with him since i was 19 yrs. and now i am 44. I feel alone , sick and depressed. I want my marriage. I really want him to think about what he said to me tonight and how he talked to me and realize it wasn't necessary .as soon as things are good , the devil steps in and ruin things
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