Brother thatbaldsolider You cannot lose what you never had to start with good brother.Jesus wants us to lose any replacement of his Spirit, a religious spirit can be an idol as well,your works vs his already fulfilled grace! When Jesus came to us good brother,he did not come to bring peace in mans ways,for when the natural comes into contact with the supernatural,something got to give!( matt 10:32-42!!)
Jesus good brother came to live and die, and rise again so we would do the very same,we first have life,then after we come to know our Jesus,our flesh is put to death( gal 2:20) and if we stay faithful to follow our Jesus,through good times as well as hard times,we bear good fruit therefore proving both to ourselfs and those who would look upon us,we are indeed his disciples.( john 15:1-9!!!)
All sheep go astray brother,some wonder to far from the good shepherd,as i have myself,but no matter where we get entangled,we can always hear the voice of our Jesus!( hebrews 12:1-2) And the Lord said take care what you have listened to my brother!! For by what you have heard,and payed attention to,is the condition of our hearts, as well as our minds!( mark 4:24)
Today is a new day good brother,a new season for you, as well as for so many that are reading this today. My 90 year old mother is passing soon,her eyes light up with love as she sees me,because she is not seeing me,but Jesus in me. She is ready and prepared to sit at the table of Jesus and eat with him,this my good brother is how we all are to become in him.
For there are many good brother in your own life, who really need touching,and the enemy has caused a great darkness to fall upon your hard heart,for you paid more attention to those away from the faith,then you did those who are truly in the faith,many have caused you to stumble so you would become a stumbling block yourself to others.
This as you know is not the will of God himself! His love is ever present,ever ready with open arms to receive you once again brother,i know, because i to once believed i had lost my own faith! It was never lost brother,it was I was not seeking in the right place!My own heart!( 1 Sam 16:7) I was fearful to brother.
Because at the time i knew my actions never fit my own words to others,or to me.( james 1:22) I found out as you are brother, that saying one believes is not the same as believing themselves,unless action is associated with it.This can only come through, and by Holy Spirit who reveled to us Jesus in the first place!
I encourage you brother,to rise back up upon your feet,and become established in God's Word so no more fear can enter your mind,looking to establish your present action. If you had no value, Jesus would not have choose you to begin with brother!( john 15:16-17) For through your life,Jesus wishes to become established, so that through you good brother others can be!
It is not our Jesus who changes,the change takes place in our minds to either believe or not believe,no matter what!( Daniel 3:16-18!!) verse 18!!! But even if he does not! That is belief in what God has already done,it no longer has any bearing upon what others say or do,we just believe God!
From the sight of ones own death in there faith,many consider themselves never coming back,when you do not realize just how close to life one truly is!!( mark 5:35-36!!) Do not be afraid any longer, only believe brother!! Only BELIEVE!!! amen!